I am meant to lose the one I love. How else would I know how important you are to me? 9:48 AM

I apologise for the hiatus I've been taking.
Umm..

Really lazy to blog and kinda busy with studies.
Sigh..

UPcoming,I think I'll throw this blog away or get a girlfriend to help me blog,just like how farhan did.

There will be 2 competitions,
1 for fun and 1 for competitive.

Ngee Ann Invites will be for fun .
I just hope that it will give me an exposure of what Hwa Chong fencing open will be for me.

Hwa Chong Fencing Open will cater to everyone,anyone .
from 12 to 19 I guess.
Heck..and that includes National Fencers.
Gosh..

But if I sorta win,I'll get 100dollars voucher..
Perhaps with that,I can buy more equipments from Coach.
yay..more equipments..more holes in my pocket :x

I sorta figure out that I'll stop finding myself a girlfriend.
and let nature take its course.
If it's God's will,he will find me one.I presume :x

I am meant to lose the one I love. How else would I know how important you are to me? 12:17 PM

I've been a busy man Recently..
let me explain and apologize for not blogging for the past 1 weeks :x

Mon - Wed :Fencing Camp
Thurs : Work
Friday : Work
Saturday : Lazy
Sunday : Work.

That kinda explains why I've not been blogging for the past 1 week.
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Fencing Camp was kinda cool.Fun =D Tiring.
Everyone's super tired after fencing for so long :x

Zhi Quan v Can Qi bout was so exciting ..haha
14 v 14 ( and I was the referee. To make things worst,I've to fence either one of them after the bout ends...And I lost to both of them before ._. )

Who won in the end ??
Guess it doesn't concern ue..haha.
Cause 9/10 chances tell me that the reader of this bloggie now isn't a fencer.

Hmm..Some things I've gain from this camp ?
Physically ?



A wound by Samuel.And 1 big right thigh which basically makes my thighs imbalance.
Sigh.

Fencing..Burning a hole into my pockets.
Gah. dunno how to deal manage my budget until my pay come out.
Sigh..
Hope I'll still have enough to spend after repaying brother for the notebook..

Talking bout my notebook...it's getting sexier and hotter ^^



No shit. It's a windows mix Mac OS hybrid.
Yea man.
Looks slick.But run slow.Haha

Weather Forecast.Dictionary.Search Google Dock.
Can't ask for anything better.Only could ask for it to run faster.

Gah ! I want my Ipoddy TOUCH !!!!
SIgh.>Shall buy it with my own money >[
Now is now the time yet..zZzZzZ

I won't buy it now even if I have the money.
Waiting for 'jailbreaking' to be possible for Ipod Touch 3rdGeneration.
Hehe..Too poor to buy apps >.<

Gah..! the number of songs I have is increasing and the memory stick I have isn't growing in size >[

Went to Red Cross Headquarters to collect my First AId Cert today !! Whee !
I'm now a Certified First Aider with Automated External Defibrilator + Cardio-Pulmonary Resuscitation.
Whee !
But what most important thing is...



Ben:I'll STRIP her while you take the AED machine !
Passerby: ._.
Ben: Don't just STAND here ! Go !

Okay.I look like some rapist that are caught and got my face censored while my name is repeatedly mentioned by the news anchor >.<

Hehe.with this, I can now french kiss without being sued ._.
No la.. Ue don't need a license to kiss.all you need is the experience and a lover ^^

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Whee ! Tomorrow lesson is from 12pm to 1pm.
Gah.
Then I'm going to rot from 1pm to 4.30pm.
Training and I can sleep on the bed at home (=

I can't decide what to join for S&W.
Was thinking between Yoga and Wellness Programme.
I'll join Yoga if there is.
If not,I'll join Wellness Programme.

If both also dun have...
._. I'll join...dam.
Let nature takes its course.If it's God's will...I don't mind joining any..
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I guess I'm not going for UIP this year.
Got to wait another year late for my Specialist.
Woah.1 year.365 days.
No Shit.Real long time.

Guess I could use the saturdays for my training.
Got to train hard for competition..
Hope to bag something for the first competition.

For exposure or For medals ?
I would go for both =D
Hopefully >.<

I'm motivated to be a broker or stock investor or stock trader.
Woah.Earn millions of dollars.
haha.
But of course that's for people who are doing well.

I don't mind becoming a/an
stock investor since my MacroEconomics isn't that bad...
accountant since my POA isn't that bad...

Getting shitty late now :x
Gotta catch some sleep for tomorrow.
Sigh..

I am meant to lose the one I love. How else would I know how important you are to me? 11:50 PM

Going for Fencing Camp.
Kinda excited.
Hehe..

Pray that God will let me know that learning is more important than winning.

Went to a Hair Cut..
Short.Thin.Fuzzy Wuzzy Doggy style.
Much more cooler <-- in terms of temperature.

Farhan gave me a wake up call.
Yeap.Perhaps he's right.
I should change.
Nonetheless, I would still invest in my pair of eyes.

Once again,you hurt me over and over again.
Sigh.From what I learn today,It's always easier to ask for forgiveness than to forgive someone.
Decided to forgive ue,but I would not forget about it...
not in the near future.

Now I know..now I know..
I'm sorry, Cecil.
Didn't really had the chance to ask for your forgiveness.
Didn't really wanted to say sorry over a cup of coffee.

3 days of Madness and Fun and Sloth.
Whee.Can't wait..

Dun have the container for Soap >.<
Sianz.Let's hope sister can do some magic for me.
Hope she'll lend me her FILA bag for the camp to put my personal clothing.

I have yet to polish my blade =/
Gonna do that later.

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Woke up.
Lord God has been very good to me,giving me his blessing as my will is being carried out.
Isn't it your will be done and not my will be done ?

Just as everything expected.

Church.
Cut Hair<--didn't turn out to be the style I want,but nonetheless acceptable
Do Weights<--my 'engine' is old and cold..Need to get it warm up.
Shower.
Wash Socks<--not because I love my mum.Because I need them.
Lunch
Slack .

Sleep.
Gosh ! i dreamt that I was just before the fencing competition starts.
Somehow super nervous.I was in a rush.
Hoping that I get dressed up in time.

Weird...

Gonna slack some more..
Polish my blade..
I'm super in need of a toiletries set.
Gosh..
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It's akin to throwing a cigarette bud on the grass.
You have just done an act that what may appear 'harmless and innocent' to you.
But you might have actually kill the grass in the process.
And it happened that I'm was the cigarette and I am the grass..

I was the cigarette.
Plentiful.Finishes within less than 10 minutes.
When finishes,I'll burn the grass.

Now I'm the grass.Plentiful.Mundane.Green.
I feel helpless being burned.But that's how the way it goes.

I am meant to lose the one I love. How else would I know how important you are to me? 3:22 PM

Heh.Leonard's going into the army for BMT.
We're all going to miss him >.<
Sigh..
His blog post is kinda funny xD

Clothed in glory and perpetual pee.
I like the english he used (=

Anyway,Went to 'The Lens Men' to find the Ray Ban Aviator and my Contacts
Hmm

The Aviator cost $260.Which is within my proposed budget.
And they have a 20% Discount ! Rawr ! I'm so getting that Ray Ban at $208 after discount.
Whee.

Contact lens cost around $80 for 7 months ..Sister say it's market rate so I won't bother much about it.

Heh..Really love the aviators..
Gonna try it on again after Fencing Camp.
When I'm free :x

Heck ! I'm pretty much a bankrupt after my expense and note payable for my Little Red Riding Hood.
Won't have much after repaying $400.

Guess I'm going to give the Watch I like a miss after the expenses in order to make way for the Fencing Mask and a couple of Fencing Lesson with Dennis.
Perhaps I'll wait till next year ?Where the new season of watches will be released.

Heh.Guess I won't have any money left for the cheapo Ipod Nano I've been intending to get since ytd =/

Next Pay Day : 11 Nov I guess..
Heck..Guess I got to get my fencing shoes by then..
can't be stuck with my current sports shoes >.<

Oh I'm super Unlucky today
-There's no Sales for today
-My coin dropped inside my food today >(
-I got clipped my the MRT Door (Yeap.The door close and my left arm and leg got stuck)
-Missed Dhoby Ghaut station.Wasted around 5 minutes traveling back there.

Gah..Not sure what's up for me tomorrow..
I won't ask too much from the Lord,Let's just hope it's better.

I am meant to lose the one I love. How else would I know how important you are to me? 8:49 PM

Guten Morgen ! (=

The most important to excel : Commitment.

Went for training fencing yesterday.
Actually wen to work in the morning ..
Easy money.

6 Hours,40 Bucks.
Events that deal with children.
I ain't Pedo. But the Kids and parents are raping me instead.
I'm just a lousy camera man taking photos and having instant shoot using a 'Instant Picture Printer'

Some complain that the photos are cut,some complain the colours of the photo are bad..
C'MON LA ! It's free,and yet you don't appreciate but complain ?

Photo from the work ? :p


When a host gives you shelter,food and rest ? Do you complain ?
It's the same principle right ???

Hmm.After 2 hours of slacking..I'm inspired to get my contact lens after I get my pay (=
No more nerdy look >[
Why do I have the money for Contact Lens ? Cause the Fencing mask is much cheaper than I thought.
Way way cheaper.So the extra money left from the budget can be used to buy my contact lens (=

Now I'm having stomachache after eating 'hardcore' indian food.
my first official extreme indian food.
I would say ..haha
It's not like prata or whatever.

Fencing buds brought me to eat Naan or Nann . Whatever!
Its like bit thicker than prata.
idk what that heck it is since there's no picture on the menu and I'm not indian ._.
So...
I ordered 2 slices.It goes well with curry and some weird green moshy thing.
Rather nice.
But I'm bit bloated after first piece ._.
Quite rare eh ??
Second piece was torturous =/

BUt...It's the experience la (=

Uno,Do',Tres,Quatro
RAY-BAN AVIATORS AND CONTACT LENS !!!!!

Oh ? Did I mentioned to you that I fence with the seniors ?
Without saying,i won them all !
No la..haha..where got so pro xD

I lost.
But I didn't get my a** pwned =D

Fenced with Mikail ._.
I'm kinda honored to fence with him.
He's not like NATIONAL TOP but nonetheless,he's alot and much better than most of us in NgeeannPolyFencing.

and the winner ? Isn't it obvious ?
Who else other than me him !
But I didn't get 5 v Nil (which I'm quite glad)
I hope didn't fence me not seriously..

his counter attack left a bruise )'=
haha..kinda pain xD

Fence others ?
What I've learnt from everyone ?

Jin Ru: Need more 'fanciful attacks other than straight attacks'
Mikail: Don't poke or jab..(I was actually testing the opponenent,but i guess it's too much)Hmm..seems like I need to commit to my attack.

I got a feeling my lunge is very noob and weird when I free fence/ conditional fence.
How I wish I can tape myself fencing and correct myself.

I can plan and strategise way way before the bout(match).
But once you stand on the piste, I kinda of panic/nervous and forget everything.
Things are getting better.
And I way way to prefer fence with seniors.

Ken: The only way to improve is to fence with the seniors !
Ben: But I'm the best liao leh !!!
Ben: no la xD

The above conversation really did occurred,but of course everyone know it's a joke.
Gah..When's the next BIG SALES ? I DON'T WANT TO WAIT TILL CHRISTMAS TO GO SHOPPING SPREE !!!

Shopping ? anyone ?
After 11 Oct ?

Tag Replies

Leonard : Loafers = sorta american slang for Slip-On-Shoes..Those without laces..
Need a shoe to go along with berms..High Cut don't go well with berms for me..
Hmm..Beetle..Still long la..haha..xD
Also no money to drive before I go NS..haha...Can use my salary after I go NS to pay Beetle Installment.

Joan : Haha..use NYP net to surf my blog xD Haha..Everytime reach home so late too lazy and tired to cook xD
Um..to the extent of writing down something that I'm going to do in 30 seconds time ? Lol..

I am meant to lose the one I love. How else would I know how important you are to me? 11:26 AM

Got a quick 10 minutes to blog :p
So lets do a 'quickie' :x <--yesh.i know what it means.

Went to work in the morning.
usual freaking boring.
Sigh..

Dressed up all in black and went to Takashimaya.
Work.

Boring.
Only 1 watch for the whole day.Sianz
Every time go Takashimaya only sell 1 item for the whole day ._.

My superior sms me and told me I have off for tomorrow.
Which is thursday.

Yay.Fencing.straight from home.
dunn need to bring my luggage to work and rush to fencing.

But..I will make lesser money >[
It's okay.
But..it would seems like my superior giving me an OFF day just because it's CHILDREN'S DAY ._.

I'm TOO OLD TO CELEBRATE CHILDREN DAY..
at this point..Zhi Quan must be stalking my blog =/

Hmm..
What am I going to do with my pay ?
These things..
Better write it down before I forget.

Note Payable - Notebook
White formal Top,Black Formal pants(perhaps Cufflinks)
Red Boxers
Watch
Loafers
White Bermudas.

I am meant to lose the one I love. How else would I know how important you are to me? 11:34 PM