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2009-11-16T09:48:00.000+08:00

2009-11-04T12:17:00.002+08:00

I apologise for the hiatus I've been taking.
Umm..

Really lazy to blog and kinda busy with studies.
Sigh..

UPcoming,I think I'll throw this blog away or get a girlfriend to help me blog,just like how farhan did.

There will be 2 competitions,
1 for fun and 1 for competitive.

Ngee Ann Invites will be for fun .
I just hope that it will give me an exposure of what Hwa Chong fencing open will be for me.

Hwa Chong Fencing Open will cater to everyone,anyone .
from 12 to 19 I guess.
Heck..and that includes National Fencers.
Gosh..

But if I sorta win,I'll get 100dollars voucher..
Perhaps with that,I can buy more equipments from Coach.
yay..more equipments..more holes in my pocket :x

I sorta figure out that I'll stop finding myself a girlfriend.
and let nature take its course.
If it's God's will,he will find me one.I presume :x

2009-10-19T23:50:00.005+08:00

I've been a busy man Recently..
let me explain and apologize for not blogging for the past 1 weeks :x

Mon - Wed :Fencing Camp
Thurs : Work
Friday : Work
Saturday : Lazy
Sunday : Work.

That kinda explains why I've not been blogging for the past 1 week.
~~
Fencing Camp was kinda cool.Fun =D Tiring.
Everyone's super tired after fencing for so long :x

Zhi Quan v Can Qi bout was so exciting ..haha
14 v 14 ( and I was the referee. To make things worst,I've to fence either one of them after the bout ends...And I lost to both of them before ._. )

Who won in the end ??
Guess it doesn't concern ue..haha.
Cause 9/10 chances tell me that the reader of this bloggie now isn't a fencer.

Hmm..Some things I've gain from this camp ?
Physically ?

A wound by Samuel.And 1 big right thigh which basically makes my thighs imbalance.
Sigh.

Fencing..Burning a hole into my pockets.
Gah. dunno how to deal manage my budget until my pay come out.
Sigh..
Hope I'll still have enough to spend after repaying brother for the notebook..

Talking bout my notebook...it's getting sexier and hotter ^^

No shit. It's a windows mix Mac OS hybrid.
Yea man.
Looks slick.But run slow.Haha

Weather Forecast.Dictionary.Search Google Dock.
Can't ask for anything better.Only could ask for it to run faster.

Gah ! I want my Ipoddy TOUCH !!!!
SIgh.>Shall buy it with my own money >[
Now is now the time yet..zZzZzZ

I won't buy it now even if I have the money.
Waiting for 'jailbreaking' to be possible for Ipod Touch 3rdGeneration.
Hehe..Too poor to buy apps >.<

Gah..! the number of songs I have is increasing and the memory stick I have isn't growing in size >[

Went to Red Cross Headquarters to collect my First AId Cert today !! Whee !
I'm now a Certified First Aider with Automated External Defibrilator + Cardio-Pulmonary Resuscitation.
Whee !
But what most important thing is...

Ben:I'll STRIP her while you take the AED machine !
Passerby: ._.
Ben: Don't just STAND here ! Go !

Okay.I look like some rapist that are caught and got my face censored while my name is repeatedly mentioned by the news anchor >.<

Hehe.with this, I can now french kiss without being sued ._.
No la.. Ue don't need a license to kiss.all you need is the experience and a lover ^^

~~~~~

Whee ! Tomorrow lesson is from 12pm to 1pm.
Gah.
Then I'm going to rot from 1pm to 4.30pm.
Training and I can sleep on the bed at home (=

I can't decide what to join for S&W.
Was thinking between Yoga and Wellness Programme.
I'll join Yoga if there is.
If not,I'll join Wellness Programme.

If both also dun have...
._. I'll join...dam.
Let nature takes its course.If it's God's will...I don't mind joining any..
~~

I guess I'm not going for UIP this year.
Got to wait another year late for my Specialist.
Woah.1 year.365 days.
No Shit.Real long time.

Guess I could use the saturdays for my training.
Got to train hard for competition..
Hope to bag something for the first competition.

For exposure or For medals ?
I would go for both =D
Hopefully >.<

I'm motivated to be a broker or stock investor or stock trader.
Woah.Earn millions of dollars.
haha.
But of course that's for people who are doing well.

I don't mind becoming a/an
stock investor since my MacroEconomics isn't that bad...
accountant since my POA isn't that bad...

Getting shitty late now :x
Gotta catch some sleep for tomorrow.
Sigh..

Disappointment

2009-10-11T15:22:00.004+08:00

Going for Fencing Camp.
Kinda excited.
Hehe..

Pray that God will let me know that learning is more important than winning.

Went to a Hair Cut..
Short.Thin.Fuzzy Wuzzy Doggy style.
Much more cooler <-- in terms of temperature.

Farhan gave me a wake up call.
Yeap.Perhaps he's right.
I should change.
Nonetheless, I would still invest in my pair of eyes.

Once again,you hurt me over and over again.
Sigh.From what I learn today,It's always easier to ask for forgiveness than to forgive someone.
Decided to forgive ue,but I would not forget about it...
not in the near future.

Now I know..now I know..
I'm sorry, Cecil.
Didn't really had the chance to ask for your forgiveness.
Didn't really wanted to say sorry over a cup of coffee.

3 days of Madness and Fun and Sloth.
Whee.Can't wait..

Dun have the container for Soap >.<
Sianz.Let's hope sister can do some magic for me.
Hope she'll lend me her FILA bag for the camp to put my personal clothing.

I have yet to polish my blade =/
Gonna do that later.

----

Woke up.
Lord God has been very good to me,giving me his blessing as my will is being carried out.
Isn't it your will be done and not my will be done ?

Just as everything expected.

Church.
Cut Hair<--didn't turn out to be the style I want,but nonetheless acceptable
Do Weights<--my 'engine' is old and cold..Need to get it warm up.
Shower.
Wash Socks<--not because I love my mum.Because I need them.
Lunch
Slack .

Sleep.
Gosh ! i dreamt that I was just before the fencing competition starts.
Somehow super nervous.I was in a rush.
Hoping that I get dressed up in time.

Weird...

Gonna slack some more..
Polish my blade..
I'm super in need of a toiletries set.
Gosh..
-------------
It's akin to throwing a cigarette bud on the grass.
You have just done an act that what may appear 'harmless and innocent' to you.
But you might have actually kill the grass in the process.
And it happened that I'm was the cigarette and I am the grass..

I was the cigarette.
Plentiful.Finishes within less than 10 minutes.
When finishes,I'll burn the grass.

Now I'm the grass.Plentiful.Mundane.Green.
I feel helpless being burned.But that's how the way it goes.

1 day before enlistment date

2009-10-07T20:49:00.003+08:00

Heh.Leonard's going into the army for BMT.
We're all going to miss him >.<
Sigh..
His blog post is kinda funny xD

Clothed in glory and perpetual pee.
I like the english he used (=

Anyway,Went to 'The Lens Men' to find the Ray Ban Aviator and my Contacts
Hmm

The Aviator cost $260.Which is within my proposed budget.
And they have a 20% Discount ! Rawr ! I'm so getting that Ray Ban at $208 after discount.
Whee.

Contact lens cost around $80 for 7 months ..Sister say it's market rate so I won't bother much about it.

Heh..Really love the aviators..
Gonna try it on again after Fencing Camp.
When I'm free :x

Heck ! I'm pretty much a bankrupt after my expense and note payable for my Little Red Riding Hood.
Won't have much after repaying $400.

Guess I'm going to give the Watch I like a miss after the expenses in order to make way for the Fencing Mask and a couple of Fencing Lesson with Dennis.
Perhaps I'll wait till next year ?Where the new season of watches will be released.

Heh.Guess I won't have any money left for the cheapo Ipod Nano I've been intending to get since ytd =/

Next Pay Day : 11 Nov I guess..
Heck..Guess I got to get my fencing shoes by then..
can't be stuck with my current sports shoes >.<

Oh I'm super Unlucky today
-There's no Sales for today
-My coin dropped inside my food today >(
-I got clipped my the MRT Door (Yeap.The door close and my left arm and leg got stuck)
-Missed Dhoby Ghaut station.Wasted around 5 minutes traveling back there.

Gah..Not sure what's up for me tomorrow..
I won't ask too much from the Lord,Let's just hope it's better.

2009-10-02T11:26:00.004+08:00

Guten Morgen ! (=

The most important to excel : Commitment.

Went for training fencing yesterday.
Actually wen to work in the morning ..
Easy money.

6 Hours,40 Bucks.
Events that deal with children.
I ain't Pedo. But the Kids and parents are raping me instead.
I'm just a lousy camera man taking photos and having instant shoot using a 'Instant Picture Printer'

Some complain that the photos are cut,some complain the colours of the photo are bad..
C'MON LA ! It's free,and yet you don't appreciate but complain ?

Photo from the work ? :p

When a host gives you shelter,food and rest ? Do you complain ?
It's the same principle right ???

Hmm.After 2 hours of slacking..I'm inspired to get my contact lens after I get my pay (=
No more nerdy look >[
Why do I have the money for Contact Lens ? Cause the Fencing mask is much cheaper than I thought.
Way way cheaper.So the extra money left from the budget can be used to buy my contact lens (=

Now I'm having stomachache after eating 'hardcore' indian food.
my first official extreme indian food.
I would say ..haha
It's not like prata or whatever.

Fencing buds brought me to eat Naan or Nann . Whatever!
Its like bit thicker than prata.
idk what that heck it is since there's no picture on the menu and I'm not indian ._.
So...
I ordered 2 slices.It goes well with curry and some weird green moshy thing.
Rather nice.
But I'm bit bloated after first piece ._.
Quite rare eh ??
Second piece was torturous =/

BUt...It's the experience la (=

Uno,Do',Tres,Quatro
RAY-BAN AVIATORS AND CONTACT LENS !!!!!

Oh ? Did I mentioned to you that I fence with the seniors ?
Without saying,i won them all !
No la..haha..where got so pro xD

I lost.
But I didn't get my a** pwned =D

Fenced with Mikail ._.
I'm kinda honored to fence with him.
He's not like NATIONAL TOP but nonetheless,he's alot and much better than most of us in NgeeannPolyFencing.

and the winner ? Isn't it obvious ?
Who else other than me him !
But I didn't get 5 v Nil (which I'm quite glad)
I hope didn't fence me not seriously..

his counter attack left a bruise )'=
haha..kinda pain xD

Fence others ?
What I've learnt from everyone ?

Jin Ru: Need more 'fanciful attacks other than straight attacks'
Mikail: Don't poke or jab..(I was actually testing the opponenent,but i guess it's too much)Hmm..seems like I need to commit to my attack.

I got a feeling my lunge is very noob and weird when I free fence/ conditional fence.
How I wish I can tape myself fencing and correct myself.

I can plan and strategise way way before the bout(match).
But once you stand on the piste, I kinda of panic/nervous and forget everything.
Things are getting better.
And I way way to prefer fence with seniors.

Ken: The only way to improve is to fence with the seniors !
Ben: But I'm the best liao leh !!!
Ben: no la xD

The above conversation really did occurred,but of course everyone know it's a joke.
Gah..When's the next BIG SALES ? I DON'T WANT TO WAIT TILL CHRISTMAS TO GO SHOPPING SPREE !!!

Shopping ? anyone ?
After 11 Oct ?

Tag Replies

Leonard : Loafers = sorta american slang for Slip-On-Shoes..Those without laces..
Need a shoe to go along with berms..High Cut don't go well with berms for me..
Hmm..Beetle..Still long la..haha..xD
Also no money to drive before I go NS..haha...Can use my salary after I go NS to pay Beetle Installment.

Joan : Haha..use NYP net to surf my blog xD Haha..Everytime reach home so late too lazy and tired to cook xD
Um..to the extent of writing down something that I'm going to do in 30 seconds time ? Lol..

2009-09-30T23:34:00.002+08:00

Got a quick 10 minutes to blog :p
So lets do a 'quickie' :x <--yesh.i know what it means.

Went to work in the morning.
usual freaking boring.
Sigh..

Dressed up all in black and went to Takashimaya.
Work.

Boring.
Only 1 watch for the whole day.Sianz
Every time go Takashimaya only sell 1 item for the whole day ._.

My superior sms me and told me I have off for tomorrow.
Which is thursday.

Yay.Fencing.straight from home.
dunn need to bring my luggage to work and rush to fencing.

But..I will make lesser money >[
It's okay.
But..it would seems like my superior giving me an OFF day just because it's CHILDREN'S DAY ._.

I'm TOO OLD TO CELEBRATE CHILDREN DAY..
at this point..Zhi Quan must be stalking my blog =/

Hmm..
What am I going to do with my pay ?
These things..
Better write it down before I forget.

Note Payable - Notebook
White formal Top,Black Formal pants(perhaps Cufflinks)
Red Boxers
Watch
Loafers
White Bermudas.

Top 6 Reason why my life suck.

2009-09-27T00:00:00.001+08:00

Everyone always to tell you to look at the bright side.
But have you really think about the other way ?
It's like.
Why not look at the negative side?

I know we should we grateful for what God has given us.and now lament on how bad our life is.

For this blog,don't see it as I'm lamenting.
God does everything for some reasons. After all,He works in mysterious ways.
If making life enduring hardship is His plans for me,why not accept it ?

Upcoming !

Top 6 Reasons why my life suck!
*not in order of how suck it is.

Number 1 : The food at home is awful.

-Sorry mum,but I gotta admit,the food is awful. Many people(eg. my classmates) have always buy takeaways and they're sick of eating "Outside" food everyday. But for me,It's the other way round.
-The food is terrible.today is the limit. Went into the Kitchen, looked for dinner and I went "- .- sianz" Should have go eat dinner with the RCY ppls.
-Cold rice and cold food cause there isn't any room to accommodate a microwave.WHEN YOU COME HOME,FEELING SO SO TIRED ! WHO WILL WANT TO EAT SUCH FOOD ? IT DEMORALIZES ME EVEN MORE!
-There's a lot of soup today.Too much me and my brother to finish.When I tasted it,it was super bland. I hate my life.seriously.

Number 2 : I'm single.

-Yeap.. You might think this is the lousiest reasons to be up in this list.But no shit.It's in.
-Everyone thinks that I'm a flirt ._. like I go red cross and Celeste and the "nursing clique" will go :"ee..wei ben ue flirt"
-But it's okay.I know that I'm a flirt. and I know the fact that flirts and players never get attached. They just get laid and carry on with their life.
-But I dunna get laid ! Okay. I take back my words.Maybe when I'm ready for a family.I'm looking for love ! not sex !
-Dun mention the word "family love".

Number 3 : The only Christian in the household.

-Heck! how bad can life get ! And don't, Don't start this denomination thingy again.I'm tired of it.
-So everyday I go home and mum watches some lame dramas.Everyday. and when the days I'm not going to school, she'll turn on some Buddhist scriptures to hear. And I'll go : "._."
-I'm not against anything about religion.But it's kinda odd! It's like.. I believe in Jesus and God but I see Buddha everywhere. That includes my fridge door. Deities on the altar.. some tablet writing some chinese words which I have no idea who are they for. "God of Kitchen" ? "My ancestor" ? "Some deities" ? I have on idea.

My house is like turning into a monastery.I'm going nuts if this don't stop soon.

Number 4 : Traveling is boring..

-I spend everyday in the bus.Somehow,I'll be on the bus.
3 hours in total if I'm going to school. 1 hour if I'm going to campsite. Sit until the butt sianz.with the same old songs in the MP3 and I go like :"RAWR !!!!!! THIS IS MADNESS!" and the driver can go like "This is madness 0.o ??? THIS IS SINGAPORE BUS SERVICE!!!!"
._.
-I'm sick of traveling on the bus.Heck,if my family could afford a car for me.like my own personal car for my own.Which I own it.I get to drive everywhere I want. I would love it.
-I wouldn't have to take the SBS bus that goes so slow._. The Expressway that Jams when it rains.The expressway that WILL always have road repairs and close down 1 lane,slowing all the traffic.

-Yes,I dislike china-branded cars. Heck ! someone drove this car in school.and guess what ? the driver,who is an student, lock his car with a KEY ! KEY ! KEY !
-What year is this and you're still using a bloody KEY to lock a car door ?!! ALl use some remote liao la !!!!
-Driving such cars, is like walking on the pedestrian lane naked.YES.mark my words.It's that embarrassing.

Number 5 : I have a bad memory.

-Ever wondered why you are born with a lousiest memory on earth ? You could like memorise the whole encyclopedia, but yet ue can't remember to bring a towel to training. WHY ??
-And the worst part is that the bad memory screws my life up big time.. yeapp...and single possible way..
GF : "Ben...when's my birthday ??"
Ben: "Umm...Err..It's somewhere..around "
GF : "You DON"T EVEN REMEMBER MY BIRTHDAY ?!"

of course,that didn't happen.
This is what happened.

GF: "Ben,on what date did we get attached"
Ben: *._. that was like..how many months ago..*
Ben: "Err...December ?"
GF: "What date ??"
Ben: *What do think I am ? A calendar ?!*
Ben: "Umm...Err..Arr.."
Ben: " I forget le ._."
GF : *scolds and nags*
Ben: " - .- sian "

Dumbest thing I've gotten into shit for having a bad memory.Never bring nametag.Realised I forgotten to bring notebook to school when I had just locked my door for 4seconds,twice.Lost a love life.No towel for fencing training.Forgotten to charge handphone.etc etc.

Ben: *gonna charge my handphone after I shower*
*after shower that takes 15 minutes*
*leaving the house*
Ben: "Dam..forgotten to charge the handphone"

or

Ben: *I'm going to take my towel*
*walks into the room,which takes less than a minute*
Ben: *stares at the room*
Ben: "what am I going to do?"

Ue might think its exaggerating..but somehow,my life is always exaggerated.

Number 6 : Twenty-Four hours a day is NOT enough for me.

This is my usual thursday. Before my examinations.
6.30am : Wakes up,Own Time Own Target
7.30am : Leaves the house
8.00am : Reaches Hougang Interchage
9.00am : Reaches the School for Macro Economics lecture(2 hours)
11.00am: Goes for Principle of Accounting Tutorial(2hours) after lecture
1.00pm : Lunch for 2 hours.<--seriously waste of time.
3.00pm : Wastes my time in Business Management Lecture(2hours)
5.00pm : Light dinner/Grab a bite
6.00pm : Fencing Training ( min. 3 hours )
9.00pm : Training Ends,Goes Home.
10.00pm: Reaches Hougang Interchange
10.30pm: Reaches home(Ideal)
11.00pm: Reaches home(After consideration of jams,waiting time,bus driver don't stop the bus for you,bus leaves straight in front of you and you spent 15 minutes like a dumb piece of shit waiting for the bus ._. , bus leaves straight in front of you just because you're too lazy to run after the bus.

- .- What the hell is this ? Child abuse ? from 6.30am all the way to 11.00pm !!! RAWR !

Tuesday's kinda crappy too cause I reaches home at 11pm. Shower and Dinner takes me to 12mn. ANd I have to do 2 Tutorials ! Business Law and Macro Economics.
I'm so glad everything's coming to an end.

Number 6 : My Breakfast is boring.

-Try having bread with spread with milk.Everyday.Gosh.It's that boring !
I can't have anything special ? the fact is that I'm too lazy to wake up and prepare breakfast. - .-
Oh yea.Milk isn't that bad yea ? better than plain water.
ITS FREAKING COLD MILK !!!
I use to have warm milk like 9 years ago !
but guess I'm too old to have my parents pamper me.

And by the time I reached the school.I'm hungry again ._.
So that makes my breakfast :literally useless.

Bad Day

2009-09-23T00:15:00.004+08:00

Play this while reading this blog.

Today is an extremely bad day for me >[
I hate to lament about my life.
How I wish I can say how great my life is but I can't.
SIMPLY because there is nothing to be happy about !

Went to work.
This new girl working ~_~
Sigh..
Taught her the some paper work..

While I go do the paper work..
I'm doing sales ! why the heck ?! paper work ?!

Sigh.Going to work again tomorrow.
But with Francis.Nice guy ..haha..

Anyway,I guess why my day is so bad because of this.
Because the nature of the jobs require lots of digging for watches.
we have to squat down quite often.

With some kinda of terrible luck I have,the girl squat down and I saw something which I shouldn't see from the back of her jeans.
Accidental exposure of undergarments. NOT ONCE BUT THRICE !
It's not like I purposely and intentionally go and see but it just happen =/
I was like : wa lau...again...

I always have this belief(since im a chinese)that such things brings bad luck.
WHICH IT DID FOR TODAY ! >[

SIgh..
-No sales for today.Only basic pay.Which makes me feel very demoralised as there's no sense of accomplishment.In life,there's something more than money and commission and that's achievement.

-Super busy at 8.45pm.A whole horde of people coming to view watches.trying about 3 to 4 watches. One customer tried about 6 watches without buying ._. Juggling between 4 customers,afraid of watches getting stolen/pickpocket and etc.
In the end ?! I had to cuff back all the watches and put it back to display.

-Rushed when counting stocks.There's like million of watches to be counted !
No la..actually,only around 500 plus.
sigh.. To make things worst,the stock won't tally for DKNY jewellery.
Sigh..if things get missing or what.I'm screwed big time.Gonna cough up the money for the 'missing item' even it wasn't me who took me T.T

Same procedure tomorrow again.
Work.Work and Work.
If not for my fencing equipments and some money to go shopping and leisure,I won't even work lor - .-

Slog my *** for one whole day for that base pay of $38.50 ...
Got to sleep.Tired.

If anyone thinks that I'm an perverted person blogging about such incidents,I would say it's part and parcel of life.Moreover,and I'm more liberal to such things.

If anyone thinks that I'm being inconsiderate as I do not care for the the girl's reputation and image,my conscious is clean as I did not mention any name this post.

Prayed for one another last night but yet such a bad day happened to me.
But I guess that won't stop me from praying for tomorrow.
-Leonard's going NS
-My friends and I are going to choose timetable.
-My day would turn out fine tomorrow.
-I would have a proper dinner tomorrow.
-Don't see your name in this list ? Tag me to ask me pray for you.It might not be so effective xD as I'm not a saint/angel/martyr.

She'll choose my timetable on my behalf.<--my agent.
sigh..Busy working till I have no time to choose timetable.

Oh ? Did I mention to you that my dinner was 2 bowls of of Oatmeal and 6 slices of Butter Cracker ?
THAT'S LIKE FREAKING OLIVER TWIST in 'Can I have more gruel ? please ???' or some NS supper.(if NS provides such things as supper ._.)

I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Past few days

2009-09-21T23:28:00.003+08:00

Everday has been boring and tiring for me.
7 Hours each day of work.

I guess I'm just going to lament my daily life and praise the Lord.

Saturday.
Fencing ._.
Reached school at 9am to train extra early one hour.
Kinda tiring though..

Drills and drills the same thing over and over again ._.
Sigh..
Poke the wall ._.

Went to picnic.
Showered and walked towards the bus stop.
1 bus heading towards Clementi left ._.

As I was looking at the board where all the routes of the bus are shown,bus 154 arrived.
I was like: =DD 154 can go clementi right !
Reached clementi and brought 2 packets of 6s.
As I was about to cross the road, Bus 105 left right in front of my eyes !
RAWR !!
Crossed the road,reached bus stop,look at bus routes again.
Bus 106 approaches while I was still checking.(after 1 min)
I checked the board..
106..106...Dhouby Ghaut.
Okay ! Board the bus !.

While on the bus,checked my phone(cause I save the bus route on the phone)
Hey ! Bus 106 was actually the correct bus i should take.
I always thought it was 105!

Praise the Lord!
You can say it's mere luck, but twice is just too lucky right ?
The first at ngee ann poly and second at clementi.

and if the taoist pray to deities for luck,
I say that God gave me the luck(if such thing as luck exist).

Monday,
Workplace= boring as usual.
Something happened at the workplace that make me disappointed.
The expression and that statement makes me give up hope.
Guess I'm going to give up hope on you..

I'm going to rest and sleep till ....
11am ?
Then go work.
Cycle repeats..
Dam no life..
Sigh...

2009-09-18T23:29:00.004+08:00

Sigh..
Didn't do very well for my GPA..
Not satisfactory though..

That disgusting C+ simply stained that piece of letter sent by Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
Sigh..
Tomorrow..Fencing..Picnic...Rest..

Still kind of upset over my grades.
But oh well,it doesn't really matters.

Perhaps its his will,not mine.
For those people are interested in my GPA results,here it is..

._.
What can I say ?
Life has nothing interesting to blog.

Daily work.Daily Sleep.Sick of all these.

Muscle sore

2009-09-13T14:05:00.003+08:00

My muscle is all sore up.
Especially by biceps and triceps.

Sigh..gonna take few days to recover..
Went to prawning till 3am ++ last night.
Was kinda affected by Leonard's theory of "3am"

Decided to slow down CVRCY after Sec 2 Leadership training and CCA Recruitment Day 2009 to pursue my dream.
It seems impossible, but at least I can be good in it..

I don't want to wait till I'm old and regret doing the things I did not have a chance to do when I was young.

Muscle soreness )=
So bad till I can't straighten my arm fully.
Also,I can't use my right middle finger to touch my right shoulder without feeling the pain on my biceps.

Checked the net..
I think I have Delayed Onset Muscle Soreness (DOMS).
._. some new terms I've learnt today.
Lesson learnt : drink after exercising + warm down.

Recently,I've been scolding a lot of vulgarities when I get frustrated >[
Why do am I mentioning this ??
Because I'm hearing a song that's 5th on the MTV Asia Chart Attack.

Oh yea..and did I forget to mention this song has vulgarities ?
But it's real cute though..
Not more of hatred but sort of "cursing those haters,racist,etc etc"

I once heard this song,which is recommended by Eunice/Elaine.
Every time mix up the both of them ._.
Can't really which one is it that told me about this song.

Didn't really bother about it cause I think it's still unpopular in Singapore at that time.(which is around 2 months ago ?)

Gonna catch a fast 1 hour nap to recover my muscle before training my thigh muscles and go to church..
tonight..
Just some simple admin would do..

So do not worry about tomorrow: tomorrow will take care of itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. - Matthew 6:34

Tuesday

2009-09-08T23:54:00.003+08:00

39 more days before 18 OCT !
Why am I counting down ?
Because my job is tough and slack at the same time !

._.
I'm proud to announce that I get paid by standing around doing nothing !
No la..

-Display watches
-Beautify them.
-paper WOrk which I'm kinda blur.
-Stand for 7 hours

I'm starting to find my job boring.
Sigh..
Tons of pretty girls/woman that are shopping but they're all ATTACHED.
Tons of gays with BIG muscle and BIG belly but TIGHT clothing.

I Love girls who spend on impulse.
Like today.
1 Australian Tourist,spend on impulse on an watch worth 300+

1 Girl was calling her dad asking if she should buy the watch for her mother.
Bet her dad was like

DAD: Hmm..Get a watch for mum's birthday, and don't come home without one !
and
DAD: It's not a watchmaker leh..The watch they have is all accessories/fashion watches.
and
DAD: Just spend lor ! I print cash in Monetary Authority of Singapore.

She's pretty,but what an waste.
She has a scent of "arrogant/pampered" lifestyle.

If I go for fencing camp,I'll be indirectly paying around $110 for it.
I'll have to tell them to change my working days..

Some things I'm going to do with my pay.
-Return my brother $400 bucks.
-Buy Fencing Shoe
-Buy Mask/Go for individual lesson.

Tag Replies

Leonard : ._. why call me a slut ? lol..I just forgotten to use the blanket mah..you might as well say that your maid violated me..

Work 1st Day

2009-09-07T23:35:00.003+08:00

Now,I'm counting towards 18th Oct.
My "ORD" day.
No la..not ORD but its the end of my holidays..
It will then be the end of my work..

Even though I get paid for working..It's still tiring and my workplace location changes from time to time.

Today.
I only managed to sold 1 watch ._.
What the heck.
and I only contributed 30% of the hard work.

Somehow I got the commission for that Stark Watch.

Tomorrow's going to be tough..
Hope that the stock will tally.if not.
I'll be spending the whole night counting..

Colleagues are friendly..So shouldn't have a problem in Tangs Orchard.
But I'll be moving all to different places ._.
Sigh..
Meeting more people..
hope they'll all mr/ms nice ._.

Tag Replies

Shu Yi : Linked

Kim : Dun want la..1st Competition got friends support will stress one ._. Someone I so noob..Invite you to see me get thrashed ? Linked (=

2009-09-05T22:47:00.002+08:00

Had a rough night.
Let's start all the way from...
Thursday ?

Had Fencing training <--which actually sorta left me..rather tired..not murderous.
The muscle still ache from the "thigh muscle enhancement exercise".
Learned Flash.
Quite hard leh ~_~ At home like so small to practice flash..
(actually,my house have enough space to fit a pool table)
but nonetheless,it's not enough for flash.

Brought my blade and gloves.
Able to train at home..
Went home and sleep.
There's going to be a long day tomorrow.
----
Thursday.
Super long.

Morning 9am wake up..
Reached 11.05 at my workplace office for some documents.
Late for barely 5 minutes and she started to query why.
._. that's how bad the office life is ..sigh..

Did the documents.
Went to meet Christabel to get my hair clips.
She didn't buy it ._.
I waited her for 10 minutes.
That means I could have been questioned twice as hard compared to just now ._.

Lesson Learned : never be late in the corporate world.

After that..
Went home.
lunch and munch. om nom nom nom nom nom.

Went down to unit ..
The usual ._.

Went to meet faizal.
He's 15 minutes late ._.
Collected the key for friday first aid duty,which wil be a cock up.I'll tell you why later.

After that.
Rushed home.
Leonard said that Qing Xiang's flight only arrived at 8.30pm ._.
chey !! shouldn't have rushed..

Showered..
Eat a little..
went down to meet Jun Jie.
Together with Wei Lin,Hong Yi,Jie Qi,Phoebe.

By the time I've reached.they finished their Popeye's Chicken.
Can't blame me..I was an hour late.
In the end.I was starving like mad together with Clement.

Met Qing Xiang !
He's kinda quieten down.
Can't blame him..
Kinda awkward ..
So long come back to singapore..
Got all his fans club waiting for him and of course,his family..

He spent time with his family while the rest of us travelled to Yew Tee.
Just for him =D
all the way from Changi Airport.

The journey was hell for me and clement cause we were starving.
Went to Yew Tee for Bak Kut Teh at the 24hours Foodcourt.
._.
Not bad la..so so..

Met up with Qing Xiang..Chat chat..
Good la..Catch up among each other..
I don't really get to see him after thursday since I'll be busy working..

I calculated
If I work everyday..
I should get around 800 bucks after expenses.
Realised is dam bloody little after repaying my debts to my brother - .-

Enough to get me fencing shoe.Maybe Mask..
Maybe save the rest ?
maybe go for individual lessons ? <--especially competition is coming near

Gah..
I went to leonard's house to stay over for a short 4 to 5 hours ._.
last minute and must have caused quite a lot of trouble @_@
Had to use the internet..
He showed me a super disgusting video .
Uggh..

and Chanel dare to watch when she's afraid of conversational topics such on supernatural beings ._.

I went to Gmail(type wrongly,cause my NP RCHN contacts me via hotmail).
Found out that Chanel never log out.
But its okay.
I went to Hotmail.
Chanel's account never log out again.

I was like ._. Chanel's or Leonard's house ???
Gah..Doesn't makes a difference anyway ._.

Slept at the living room.
which I was quite glad I had an shelter over my head as there was an heavy downpour ._.
When I first woke up..
I was like : "What the heck ! I feel so naked and bare !"
*Where am I?"
*I'm late ! The sun's out!"
*no..I'm wearing clothes..perhaps I didn't use the blanket and its cold."
*Checks the clock.I woke up at the correct time..*

Hmm.
Went to wash up.
There's someone in the kitchen.
Which I thought it was some family members of Leonard.
Realized it was his maid ._.

Totally forgotten he mentioned that he has a maid the 4 hours before I woke up ._.
Left for School.

First Aid Duties starts.
It's super maddening and quite lots of details.
Which I think I'll post tomorrow night..
Cause I only have 18minutes left in my notebook.

Lazy to charge.
Also need to rest for tomorrow's canteen..

Tomorrow's is Church and Army Open House for me xD
As usual,going to be a long day.

Oh.I broke my promise again .
sigh.
Actually,it's delay.

I sorta wanted to completed "Which Saint are you?" Facebook quiz by saturday.
But..
Yea..Rough week ._. <-- I'm just lazy

So I guess I really had to work on it..
Give my self some time to be with God, by the notebook <--I know.It's technology.
I mean,it doesn't matter if it brings the relationship closer yea ?

2nd day of job finding.

2009-09-02T18:54:00.002+08:00

Today..I went to call up a lot of jobs ._.

-Singapore Polytechnic Gradaution Guild ( as waiter ),went for the interview
-Take care of dogs at owner house ._. , said :"I'll call ue for interview" <--I bet she's not going to.
-Fossils. (Sell watch) tomorrow go down for interview.
-Bistro @ Changi ( Check the map,too far..dun want)

I realised that Singapore Polytechnic is like 3 types bigger than Ngee Ann Polytechnic ._.
I saw the map and I was like : WHAT THE F***

But that's nothing.
I took bus 33 to Kent Ridge Terminal(Pathetic)
Cause its like an bus stop,with many buses at parked there.

Now I know the difference between Terminal and Interchange.
Bus 151 from Kent Ridge went past NUS.
I saw the Campus Map of NUS from 2nd storey of the bus and I went :
"Was zum Teufel!"
Which translate to , Which to Devil (Direct translate,word for word)

But It actually meant "what the hell/what the f***"

NUS is like Singapore Poly * 4.
Insane.

Lets just hope I would get the fossil job tomorrow >.<

Tag Replies
Jason : Really diabetic liao..haha..Now going on dialysis.

2009-09-01T11:55:00.004+08:00

Listen to this song while you're reading my blog.
Exactly how I feel now.
Had another song in mind, but it's too vulgar and not really suit my feelings now.

I tried to call up an company to inquire abt a job.
They said they only wanted a female for Temp Admin Assistant.
What sexist.
I bet the manager of the company must be some perv.

Sexist.
Why choose gender while I have the qualifications of trained in Microsoft Excel and proficient in Microsoft Word ?

Next : Car Washer.
What the hell ?
Also need interview at Bukit Panjang Plaza Basement 1.
sianz.

No prior experience.
lazy go out.
So ..
Nah.

This marks the end of my job finding today.

Went for Fencing Training.
Ouch..body is like..rusty.
Kinda tired after not exercising for 1 ~ 2 weeks.

Getting my wife from China soon.
Hope I can divorce her for a babe in Germany =D

But..It's still going to be far from now :x

I'm seriously tired looking at pretty babes with sexy legs.
It's like..they're everywhere in polys.
Sexy legs,FBTs,Pretty Babes.
It's eye candy but I swore I'm getting diabetes.

I need a break from all these ._.
Hope I can find a job tomorrow..

Holiday

2009-08-30T13:51:00.003+08:00

The commencement of my holiday starts tomorrow (=

Even though birthday was lovely,it was disappointing at the same time too..But it's okay.
Since I'm kinda used to it.

My parents don't remember my birthday.
She leaves me for good.
Stayed at home,left to rot.
Fick.

Kinda busy during the holidays..with these issues on hand
-Fencing
-Part-time Job(Finding)
-Recruitment Problems
-Facebook quiz on saints

Hope I can complete the facebook quiz by this coming saturday...

Been trying to mess with photoshop.
And this is the crap I came up with.

Hey! that's only 2 hours of photoshop learning kaes..

Oh well..
Hope to get recruitment rate up by using similar recruitment measures similar to our nation's armed force

Blaw

2009-08-24T00:54:00.002+08:00

Sloggin my *** thru Business powerpoint and the textbook.
sigh..

Haven't start to memorise anything yet..zzz
Haven't write finish the notes for Business Organization 2,Copyright Law and Business Ethnics.

Going to write then memorise,then do the papers tomorrow.
*determined*

Anyway,while I was roaming in youtube,I found this video.

It's classy.

Here's the lyrics.
ue can try to comprehend the french while she's singing ._.

L’amour est un oiseau rebelle
Que nul ne peut apprivoiser,
Et c’est bien in vain qu’on l’appelle
S’il lui convient de refuser.

Rien n’y fait, menace ou prière.
L’un parle bien, l’autre se tait.
Et c’est l’autre que je préfère.
Il n’a rien dit mais il me plait.

L’amour! L’amour! L’amour! L’amour!

L’amour est enfant de Bohême,
Il n’a jamais jamais connu de loi.
Si tou ne m’aimes pas, je t’aime.
Si je t’aime, prends garde à toi!

Si tou ne m’aimes pas, si tou ne m’aimes pas, je t’aime,
Mais si je t’aime, si je t’aime, prends garde à toi!

L’oiseau que tu croyais surprendere
Battit d’aile et s’envola.
L’amour est loin, tu peux l’attendre.
Tu ne l’attends pas, il est là.

Tout atour de toi, vite vite,
Il vient, s’en va, puis il revient.
Tu crois le tenir, il t’evite.
Tu crois l’eviter, il te tient.

L’amour! L’amour! L’amour! L’amour!

L’amour est enfant de Bohême,
Il n’a jamais jamais connu de loi.
Si tou ne m’aimes pas, je t’aime.
Si je t’aime, prends garde à toi!

Si tou ne m’aimes pas, si tou ne m’aimes pas, je t’aime,
Mais si je t’aime, si je t’aime, prends garde à toi!

As for the translation.
go google "Habanera Lyrics".

After hearing this opera ..
I can only infer one thing.
*tilt brain to little perverse side*
she can moan well in the bed.

*tilt back*
Gosh..

Went to supper last night...
Super tired ._.

Went to church in the morning..
Can die one leh..
Super tired..
Yawnz...

Im going to sleep.
Didn't have enough sleep today..
Gotta concentrate tomorrow..

Saturday

2009-08-22T22:32:00.003+08:00

Rising Cost..
sigh..

Correction Tape refill + Key Rings = 5.60
2.80 bucks for each items.

Heck..
But never mind la..they can last quite long..at least 2 to 3 months.

Can't wait for POly exams to end !
Then can finally chiong my German and Fencing and everything !! Woohoo !!

Supper at 11.10pm.
yea..If i'm not wrong..
Gonna take photos if I'm going for sure.

DId 2 questions for POA before slacking ._.
But It was productive work.
Cause I threw my Little Red Riding Hood and handphone to one side.

I saw an Golden Retriever that left his house just now ! >[
Bad doggie.
But super cute la..
haha..
Me and Jing Kai was like petting it xD

GOlden Retriever on the grass walking about.
Me,Jing Kai,Calvin,Chee Wei was like :what the hell ??
What an expensive and good breed of dogs = stray ?

I was wondering if he was lost or what ??
=/
So I trace back the route the doggy took and found an opened door - .-
He escape house..
cause the backgate was opened.

So kinda bring him back..
Go to the front gate(1 big round)
*DING DONG*
-no one open door - .-
Sianz..
So gotta inform neighbour that the doogy escape.>
Jing Kai locked the backgate properly.
Yay =DD

Super cute golden retriever la..
>.<

Gotta go prepare for supper..
Doll up..Nice nice..meeting my date,who's driving that sexy red car xD

2009-08-22T11:01:00.002+08:00

Recently,I've been too busy to blog .
Sigh..

The upcoming week will be examinations week.
So kinda busy mugging every night.

What pisses me off is that POA won't balance at all..
- .-

Chances of me going back to CVSS for teacher's day celebration seems impossible as I'll be having first aid duty for the Rotaract Club.

Heck ! I don't even know what club is that.
All I know is that i want my CCA points.

Students in NP are desperate for CCA points >[
Can't wait for fencing training to resume..
Bored rotting at home with my belly getting bigger after every single day.

Top 10 Reasons why my life sucks.

2009-08-15T20:16:00.008+08:00

T.T

2009-08-12T23:59:00.006+08:00

Washed my uniform.
How shocking and tiring the process is T_T
Sigh.
Okay.Today is.. ?? Wednesday.
THe start of the week..

Mondae was First Aider On Wheels (=
Cycling while saving people =DD how meaningful (=

I saved/first aid 3 person =D

1) Extreme Skate Park, 1 guy from Ngee Ann Poly
2) 1 Guy that is learning roller-blading
3) 1 Korean girl(hot =D) that was injured during cycling.

Unfortunately,the korean girl can't speak any english at all =/
Kinda hard to communicate when getting her name and age...
ITS FOR FIRST AID PURPOSE !!! RAWR !! I'M NOT CHECKING HER OUT !!!

Umm..That was monday ._.
Wow.There goes my public holiday =DD
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TUesday.
Woke up.MAEC.Sianz and boredom.
Was deciding whether to go for Fencing training ._.
If I go..it would be 7 hours of time consumed.
3 hours of travelling,4 hours of training.

Cheryl brought "condoms" ._. to training.Ken "used" it.

Nah !
We're all little cute angels (==

It's actually some sweet that Cheryl brought..
Where on earth did she get such a sweet with such an crazy packaging ?

Hey,that's 10 points for sex education for children and teenagers(=
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Finally.Wednesday.
Went to school for MAEC.

Sigh..majority of the questions are wrong.
that's for doing work at 12mindnight,with my eyes half open.

Lunch
DSS

Usual normal boring day.
Took 151 home.
Slept ._.
Till interchange..

*pat on shoulder*
*ben wakes up*
*???*
*oh shit.interchange le*
*lady laughs*

Sianz..so embarrassing..
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Tag Replies

Jia Leong : what...now takeover Sir liao arh..haha.. go learn skills from me to get numbers...

Astrid : It's actually a quote from "The Curious Case of Benjamin Buttons" but I kinda edited it .felt that i suit me ...

NOt Blogging

2009-08-10T00:24:00.002+08:00

Recenly,I have not been blogging :x
Kinda lazy and tired everyday..
ZzZzZzZ
--

Went to RCIY..
During the discuss.

Guy A : My dad saw Jesus in the kitchen.
*Ben's expression ._. really ?*
I asked :"how does Jesus looked like"
Guy A : Dressed in White..etc etc.

I was ._.
Vincent then said :"why do ue want to know how does Jesus looked like?"
"Must ue see to believe"

If you give people 2 images.
An picture of a Universe and a picture of Jesus.

They'll believe that there will be universe, but not believe there is Jesus.
Kinda weird yar ??

But what makes it so special and strong of our Christian faith is, We don't have to see/know his image to believe in him.
We don't need the concrete evidence that "he exist" to believe in him.

---

After RCIY..
Went home.
Slack.

Supposed to meet Farhan at 3pm.
Farhan called.

Farhan:" ue now at where ?"
Ben: "home"
Ben: "very little ppl go leh..should we cancel ?"
Farhan: " F*@K you la !"
Farhan:"I now at Punggol MRT liao leh"
Ben: * ._. *
Ben : "oh ya..meeting ue at 3pm hor..i thought 4pm ._."

Rushed out..went to meet him ._.
met out with abigail
basically,the whole day was kinda crappy.
But nevermind.we like to do crappy stuff.
LAN game.
WOah.Abigail never go Lan shop before ._.

Went to HQ.
Slack . talk cock.
Met out with Jia Leong and Jun Rong to travel back home (=
SO glad they had enjoy the experience...

Blue

2009-08-06T21:16:00.002+08:00

Feeling blue these days..

Compiling BLAW papers..
Saw this..

explain ..etc etc... "res ipsa loquitur"
._.
Wa lau.! Pong on Latin word come out for me - .-
then i never study..
Signal for me to mug blaw..
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*Sigh..I miss the honeymoon,where the largest national flag resides @_@ *
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Another question ._.
b)Cain and Abel were involved.....etc etc
Explain etc etc..

*I was like.. - .- Bible arh ?*
Can't they use some more common name like Tom,Dick,Harry ??
-----
Kinda moody.
Everytime see the middle finger really pissed me off - .-
Sigh..
----
On a positive side,it's good to know that Christabel's recovering..
or totally recover I would say ._.
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Looking forward to tomorrow.
Hope it'll be a decent meet up with Leonard (=
------

Latest plans for NP.
-Maybe intend to set up an NP,CVSS alumni Chapter. WOOHOO!
-Err..Trying to get some outreach programme to make our school "made known" to CVSS (=

Sigh.Kinda tough though >.<

How I wish I could get more CVSS pupils to go NP..
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WHat the heck !!!
My brother's friend from China,brought him a Crocs(those kinda flops)
Cost 5 bucks (SGD) and its real !

Import to SIngapore so bloody expensive !! RAWR!
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Borrowed this book..
Cause the other books,some guy borrowed it ._.
Suspect a fellow NPF member borrowed those books away..

I borrow, Fencing and the Master ._.
Sounds like some weird book.
Lol.
Old book.
but who cares..maybe i can gain something out of it..
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Oh..this never fails to crack me up.
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sundae

2009-08-02T22:10:00.004+08:00

the best emo music ever.
play the emo music while read my non emo post =D
good old 8 mins plus..
good enough to last for few post

Jing Kai spells :"feminneeee"

I woke up in the early morning..
Went to Church.

Church was like long and multiple sessions =/

9am-11am --> RCIY(aka Baptism Class)
11.30am-12.30pm --> Mass(aka "Service")
1.45-4pm --> Prayer Meet.

Why is there an AKA thingy thingy ? It's for layman who have no exposure to Catholicism and do not understand the term.

my sister asked what's my christian name =/
I don't have one ._.

Super tired..Fell asleep on the bus.
Woke up realising I've missed the bus stop.(by 10metres ._. i can still see the
church)
Got to walk for the distance of one stop.

Went home and super tired.

Shower.FB.Slept.
FB ->Facebook.
I can't survive one lecture/one day without it.
will have withdrawal syndromes..

Saw Druga's Facebook's friend.
Saw this name that immediately instilled fear in me.
*it's like shit will come out from me straight*

2 Years ago..
*In red cross room*
chat chat during fd com break...

Ben: I think I saw ********* ma'am. *face turn pale*
*everyone goes like :x *
No doubt.we got the pain we expected.

Those good old memories.
She trained me only for 1 year.
She gave me hell.
I liked that hell.
that discipline.espirit de corp.

How I wished I could bring back to compassvale.

Leonard Sir said that Warrant Officers gain more respect than Senior Warrant Officers.
Which I think it's true to a moderate extent.

I'm not discouraging cadets to go ULP or UIP or whatsoever.

Let's just say.
Sergeant goes into ULP.
Pass out.

*promoted to SWO,but not wear the rank*
EVERYONE goes like :"even though he now wear sergeant, already swo liao la.dun need scared he hentak kaki"

But not for me !
What the heck ?!

I was a private.
Worked super hard.
Promoted 5 times in my secondary life.
No double promotes in order to become WO.

And that's what I called "Climbing the 'career' ladder"
05 Aug - LCP
06 Aug - CPL
07 May - SGT
07 Aug - SSG
08 Mar - WO

Heck.CPL and SGT was the most boring period part.
Go NDP with the same old boring rank ~_~

So conclusion : WO work harder and gain more respect, cause there isn't this highway called "ULP".

Come to think of it.
My respect in Compassvale is rather sad.
It's more of 70% "respect out of fear" cause I go around barking like mad dog in sec 3.

It's till the extent that no one cadets want to partner with me for taking the sec 1s for accreditation.

I was already in sec 4,mood and temper already become good good cause i've changed.
and the sec 3s are reluctant to pair up to help me for accred ~_~
I don't look like I'm going to eat ue up right ?

Sigh..
I wanna go back to CVSS to gain back the respect..
bring back the discipline she instilled in me.

That's why I've decided to make my friday lessons in the morning.
Then have time to go back in the afternoons..
Quitting JTC if i have to.

*if you're a cvss cadet reading this,don't fear that you'll get hell*
*instead,be prepared to get hell*

nah ! i'm just joking :x haha

Leonard Sir's getting his NYAA gold =D I'm so glad for him :x
Can't wait to get mine next year (if i pass)
He went to Vatican ! Wah..I also wanna go once in my lifetime..
Not an obligation or pilgrimage..
But it's very beautiful there..

Maybe I shall go there when an significant event happens at Vatican.
Squeeze with the crowd...
Feel the unity =D

Mum passed me allowance :x
I shall declare myself to go into an extremist saver.
For my blade !!! *sunshine behind me*

Was having runny nose just now..
Took panadol cold.
*after 20minutes*
Got runs..
Sianz..took Charcoal pills..

Waited for the internet for 1hr plus..
At home somemore >[ !

Well, National Day Parade is coming.
I still like NDP and the country...
Kinda's please me and gives me a pride to know how strong the country is ..
We might be a puny :x but we're good =D
The five stars and the crescent on the flag..

Ahh..watch this.>
I smell pride in my blog..

After singing the national anthem for around 10 to 12 years..
Have we ever pondered over the lyrics,what significance and what does it means ?
It's like..We're not malays , we don't understand the language..
My race is chinese and I do not comprehend what the national anthem is about.

All i know is that it go to do with "Forward" after learning footdrill silver.
Majulah Singapura!
then got Maju..
Maju = forward..
agar agar..ue can know la..

So take this time to see the lyrics and hear the anthem.
And you'll realised how nice the lyrics are,and how much meaning it has behind it.

Some countries' National Anthem has little or no meaning,
I know one anthem that promotes,sort of "violence and war"
The translation might be little off.I have no idea,but the thing is,it's meaninful =DD

So comparing singapore's to that country..
We rock..

Comments on youtube saying how safe our country are..
Which is kinda true..Gun and Drugs law.But I like it (= It makes singapore safe and good.
If Singapore would have allowed drugs,it might please those hippies or drug addicts but it would make singapore an "chaotic country"

Fellow Singaporeans,It's time to start learning what our anthem means and not to sing it just for the sake of singing..

Tag Replies

Shu Ying : Thank you =DD SInce I created that doll, i should be cuter than the doll bah =DD

Jason : got link meh ? ? haha..don't recall initial D got show teru teru bozu..

quick postie

2009-08-01T00:52:00.003+08:00

Just a quick postie.Because I have to wake up early tomorrow T_T

Okay..
Let's see.
I woke up at 10.15 am today =DD SUper late but I like it.

Lesson started at 1pm and ended at 3pm.
Went to chiong DSS.

Super tired and frustrated about DSS *Ben gives DSS the finger*
Had to go CCA to make Teru Teru Bozu for awhile.
Before going back to do DSS..

What's Teru Teru Bozu ? This is Teru Teru Bozu
Okay..
I know the one on the most right look super wrong.
It is meant to be a tie.
But my friend drew until super wrong - .-
I call it "art fail"

Wiki: Teru teru bōzu is a little traditional hand-made doll made of white paper or cloth that Japanese farmers began hanging outside of their window by a string. This amulet is supposed to have magical powers to bring good weather and to stop or prevent a rainy day.

Thanks WIki =DD

Well,Teru Teru Bozu ended up at my sister's place =/
But it's okay la =D so long as she like it..

Went back to do Decision Support Spreadsheet with Microsoft Office Excel.

Do..doo..
Until half..
I was so frustrated that I gave Esther's notebook the finger.

4 people looking at 1 screen.
Only 1 person can make changes =/

Finally.It was completed.
Super tired about DSS.

ALL major project has been submitted.
Finally,relieved and able to go for my study break..

Intend to rest for 1 to 2 days for the study break before going to intensive mugging.
Sigh..

Planning to quit Japanese Tsubasa Club due to Red Cross Youth..
Guess I'm going to use friday to go visit the unit more often..

Planning to get my blade and glove during exam period..
Maybe can practice handwork at home..

Tag Replies

Zoe : linked (=

This week

2009-07-31T00:17:00.003+08:00

This week is kinda tiring o.0
2 quizzes and 1 major project left me hanging dead by the road.

not really die..
lets just say.quizzes and test are will bring little,or no competition to the course.
Everyone's competing for the best.

400 !!!!! Students trying to aim for the top.
Top 5% = 20 students.

And honestly speaking,there are more than 20 nerds who mug everyday of their life in Business Studies,my course.

Lets now say why they're not competitive enough.

MacroEconomics.The paper is too easy it kinda defeats the purpose of having the paper.It' over 40. and more than half the class score 35 and above. so it defeats the purpose.

Principle of Accounting.THe quiz was an open book + discussion allowed quiz.
And yeap.I expect everyone to share answer and get the same marks.
no competition.

Business Law : Kinda tiring remembering and memorising.super gay and tired after finishing the paper. only 10 question.

Screw lifemocha..too tired to learn german now.

Tag Replies
Jun: ue noob ! haha.. ue spelt auf wiedersehen wrongly ! and don't give me the finger in class anymore =DD

d-: take note of water for what ?? *dam..she knows that I'm going to point to myself*

D:=

Blessede

2009-07-29T09:50:00.003+08:00

(=

Been learning bit of German on livemocha.com <--something like that .
I know the interface leh =D simple to comprehend
unfortunately,there's no German grammer in my lesson yet :x
Haven't really go into further yet.

Since school commitment is sucking me dry :x
They have Basic 101,102.Intermediate 201,202.
And my Basic 101 got 3 Units.
Every unit got around 8 chapters

So It's kinda comprehensive (=

So I wanna change my MSN sub nick to

I typed Ich bin klein dick,but I realised that "klein" is used on ppl and not descriptive.
SO i cancelled,and typed,
Ich bin nicht dick,which meant I am not fat.

If I would have type Ich bin klein dick,
it would mean I am a small dick. <--WHAT THE HELL !
I AM A SMALL DICK ??! o.0

Okay. I've check XD
SUpposed to type "Ich bin kein dick"

klein = small
kein = not (ppl)
nicht = not (descriptive)

Wa lau! just one "L" only make me sound so bad..haha

Tag Replies

DD: what ? haha ! It's called recreation for some reasons xD

d-: ue never go ECP b4 arh ? haha...I think the time ue go no hot guys because they all avoid ue ...

Jason : :x broke his leg while he's @ the skate park o.0 ??
Skate Park super cool =DD

2009-07-28T17:38:00.001+08:00

ECP

2009-07-27T19:16:00.003+08:00

Recently,I went to Japan =DD
Only managed to take some photos there..

Nah..
I just went to East Coast Park for the trial of First Aider on Wheels...

*On Facebook*

Leonard Lim : wah you perfect guy ah.. im an angel leh. haha. how was fa on wheels mann.
Wei Ben : FA on wheels = 1st, look for injuries. if not, look for girls @_@
Leonard Lim : thats my boy :D
Wei Ben : *Sense of Accomplishment* I've done you proud =D

Basically, First Aider on wheels is just , HOP ONTO BIKE.Cycle around ECP patrolling.
Hmm..
Kinda fun recreational first aid duty.
Encourage you guys to go..

Xtreme Skate park was super cool.
CC sir and I was sitting down there "keeping a look out" for any injuries.
Normally,fractures.
One guy fell with his skateboard
But after observing awhile..
He stood up =DD Alive and Kicking !

Went around looking for girls.
CC and I saw an Eurasian girl,with black hair.
Yeap.She's the one.

Gah..Forget about it.
Just an eye candy ~_~

Cycle back to the Main First Aid Post(MFAP)
Chill.

Kinda upset @ ECP.
Got a little emotional at the end of the day..
Sigh..

No point looking at girls...
What you see but you can't get.
Kinda no point which makes me more emotional than usual.

Attached Hunks and Babes walking around.
Ah Lians trying to cycle and act cute.
Which really makes me a little out of the picture. -. -

Shot

2009-07-25T22:00:00.005+08:00

A long long time ago...(yesterday)
I was @ block 72,Business Block slacking about..
Came out of the room to get a drink and the washroom..

On the way to the washroom, Justin and I saw something rather funny_.
Joked about it..

Ben:Later i must take photo.
Justin :haha..okay okay..

*Washroom*

Came out..
Walked to outside the ladies.

Ben:*took out my camera*
Ben:*aimed the camera at the correct spot*

*DOOR OPEN!*

*Girl walked out*

Ben:* ACTS BLUR* *walking away in another direction
Ben: Justin..so later arh...you going makan place arh ??

The girl left.
And I managed to take this photo outside the washroom without looking like a pervert taking photos of girls inside the washroom.

*you may want to click the photo to zoom in and see the head*

EVEN THE TOILET SIGN IS HAVE SOCIAL RESPONSIBILITY ! SO SHOULD YOU ! STAY HOME IF YOU ARE NOT FEELING WELL ! =D

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if you are loyal fan of my blog <--dam rare
you would know that I almost entered the ladies few weeks ago.
Because I was super blur and texting on my phone.

Door of the ladies open 10degress before realising.
This is what happened.

There are 2 turns to the left..
THere are 2 Blue signs that shows washroom.

My mind in the morning <-- super blur
tells me that the turn on the left will bring me to the washroom.
But it didn't tell me which turn.
Dam.
- .-
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WHy is this blog post about toilets and washrooms ??

This was the reason why I left Secondary School for..
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Friday,After Japanese Tsubasa Club,
Super tired.
Sense of adventure
Went to recee my new workplace.

Took bus to my tuition place..
Walk walk.
Finally found that place =/

Point to note : Effort made

Tonight..when I read the mail.

Sorry, I wont be starting the tuition yet. I will write to you again when the kids are ready for tuition.

Ben : - .-
Ben : - .- what the heck....
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Banana --> Ben : You know arh ! Apple dam irritating ue know ! it... etc etc etc..
Ben --> Banana : =/
*silence*

2 Days later

Apple --> Ben: Wah..the Banana...I cannot tahan it anymore ! it.... etc etc etc
Ben --> Apple : ._.
*silence*

My life in politics.

So who's going to listen to my woes ?
The showerhead ?
God ?

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Shot.by the gun.
Took the bullet for you, baby.

I wasn't happy.But I thought about you.
So long as you're happy ? But I'm not happy..

Dilemma... @_@
I'm just thinking too much.
you'll be happy if I'm happy..I hope..
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Xiao Li and Si Ling was sitting beside me today while on the way home ._.
They said I "preference for love rather than friend" in the past.
Yea.I admit that..It doesn't matter (= I'm still friends with Xiao Li and Si Ling =/
I apologised to them for that "role confict"...
but I can't chop myself into multiple pieces right ?
I wished I could..
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Had Fencing training today, but I went for the Silver Workshop.
How I wished I could split myself into multiple pieces and attend different things..
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Tag Replies

leonard : nice song mah..suitable for me..

jun: thanks..

AeroSmith

2009-07-22T23:59:00.002+08:00

Play this song while you read my blog over and over again =D
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Okay.I'm supposed to be doing POA tutorial instead of blogging now :x

Went to school..
Choose between NP bus and 151.
Dam..
Raining...
I'll never learn my lessons.

151.NP Bus.
Gah..151..
Dam.the results are kinda expected.I was late again.
Three time in a row straight,late for Macro Economics class.
and 2 times is due to the rain. - .-

Rain = Bukit Timah Jam = Late.

Attendance is marked as present today =D
Ben: *phew*

Business Law game is like :x * i feel like swearing now*
sigh..

Went to the Co-Op@73 to get myself a snickers <-- my dinner.
*there's NO WAY, i'm going to eat dinner(rice/noodles/etc) alone.I'm not a freaking loner*,*I'll rather get a energy bar to chew*

Went to the library to mug my first aid T_T
Sianz..
Almost fell aslept twice in the midst of studying..

Rainy Day + Air-Conditioner + Very Quiet = Sleep.
Heck..sometimes will stone on 1 page for 5 minutes..

Left the library at 5.20pm
Went to the bus stop.

Buses : 154,151,74
for 2 stops ~_~
Took 171 to Dhouby Ghaut.Kinda disturbed for the rest of the day..

Standard First Aid Examination :x
*kinda slack la*

*Ben do the paper..*
* Question 14 sucks big time )= *
*Ben completes the paper*
*Ben hands up the paper*

I passed =DD
Still got practical ~_~
Gotta admit,I'm kinda nervous.
Lol..

But..I still passed ! =D
I'm SFA IS QUALIFIED !!!!!!!
WOOHOOOOOO!!!

*Ben peeped at his score for theory*
*29*
*/30*

=D
Serve Red Cross & do First Aid Duties for 4 years le...
dun get that score I can jump off the building le..

Whee ! I'm so happy (=
But at the same time,disturbed.

At the end of the day,I feel disturbed )=
Reached home.
Train...
Bro told me to eat white meat.
Replenish muscle faster :x
I'm so going down to massacre chickies at Makan Place tomorrow.

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I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time Yeah yeah yeah

2009-07-22T09:31:00.002+08:00

Recently,I've not been blogging since I'm very busy..
sigh..

I've given more workload to the committee though..
and the reply was : "thank you"
~_~
Give you more workload and you still say thank you o.0 ??

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Went for MacroEconomics Test yesterday..
It's too easy.. =/
Too easy..too many people will score well and that defeats the purpose..

Too competitive in my course.
It's a slacker course,but 200people !

to be top 5% of the 200people is kinda hard..
We're not talking about 40 people..

Something worth mentioning,

Lecturer : There is 200 of you all here.You may be tempted to cheat..But don't succumb to it.If you attempt to cheat and get caught,you will be suspended or expelled from Ngee Ann Poly.Even if you did not get caught, some classmates will report you to us.

*one of my classmate* : some bast**d will report you to us.

Ben: ~_~ yea..kinda true..
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Tag Replies

Jason : Yeap :D no shit.a evil rabbit that goes around tearing off heads.

Brose : I like him in his uniform =D

Sundae

2009-07-19T15:17:00.003+08:00

Woke up in the morning.
My dog made an horrible mess for me to clean..
Feeling so tired..yet have to clean up all the mess it did >[
Went to Church ._.
super tired ?

RCIY about religious order.
-Franciscans
-Canossians
-Carmelites
-Dominicans

And wiki tells me that there are 309 Catholic Religious Order xD

I went to break my promise just now.
Sigh..
A promise made 4 months ago..
Guess I had to break it for my other priorities..
It doesn't meant that I do not care anymore :x

On the way home...
I see this teenager,about 14 to 17 years old.
He put his bag on the right side.
while he seats on the left side.
That means he,alone takes up 2 seats. =/

That's not wrong.
What's wrong is that he takes up 2 seats.when others are standing.
The bus is crowded and you still take up 2 seats o.0 ?!

An old man is standing in front of him and he acts blur.
It's either 1,he acts blur. or 2, he has low socialization skills or EQ.

I stood up and let the old man take up the seat,hoping the teenager will get the hint. But sadly,no. he didn't ._.

If he's willing to give up the seat putting the bag on his lap,contributed by his character and upbringing, he will.
He would not need any prompting from others to move his bag away.

In the end.A woman had to prompt him to shift the bag away - .-
*Which I feel like doing,before giving my seat to the old man*

It is like faith.All is called to be children of God, but only some will.
You would not need the religious to evangelize you, but instead,you would take your own initiative to learn the faith..

GOnna rest and Sleep..

Dustbin !

2009-07-18T00:43:00.001+08:00

friday

2009-07-18T00:19:00.003+08:00

Super tired.

Later going to play dota.
Let's see

I was late for LMS lesson today.
30minutes late :x
Bus travel super slow...

Prayed on the bus..
Reached class at 1.30pm.
Sianz !
SMSed tutor that I'll be late.

She started lesson at 2pm =DD
Yay.

hmm...Bus travel so slow..some weird ah beng sitting behind me shouted vulgarities 4 time.

*Ben is sleeping*
AhBeng: CCB !
*Ben wakes up !*
*Ben goes ????*
Ben: *got gangster behind me..better not turn and look..if not sure kenna roti prata*

After lessons.
Slack with Justin and ppl @ OurSpace..
Then went to dine ..chat chat..

Went for my First Aid ~_+
super frustrated today with the teacher :X

Nevermind :x
Let's hope he isn't my examiner.
If not I'll go bonkers.

Met up with fellow RCY instructors..
Chat..
went home with georgie..
I'm falling in love with him =D

Anyway.Kinda tired.
Went home.
Trained.

No shape = No girls.
Shower.
Do some BMGT ~_~

Tag Replies

DD: Nah..I still love bunnies =D

Brose: Nice vid eh =D ahha... not all bunnies are as innocent as they seemed.

Dedicated Post to Hadi Sir

2009-07-16T12:23:00.002+08:00

Dear Hadi Sir,

Recently,you have been very obsessed with cute little bunnies hopping around =/
But I hope that after viewing this video,you will know the true side of bunnies.

I hope it won't offend you because it contains some images of the crusades =/ <--this serves as a disclaimer.

To other viewers, I still love bunnies even though they're scary at times :x

Regards
Ben =D

Morning and Nights.

2009-07-15T23:53:00.002+08:00

Ben is officially retarded in the mornings and nights.
Everything don't seems to go right in the morning.

Lets just bring up an incident during this morning

*chiongs the MacroEconomics question*

Ben(1st to say the answer): I'm done ! Answer is 610 !
Grace: Wrong.
Esther(2nd to say the answer): 590 !
Grace: Correct.

Ben goes like ..What the heck ?!The steps are correct what!
*read thru*
Ben:Correct mah...

Check thru again - .-
and I realised...

Ben's mental calculator in the morning, 670-80=610 - .-

So what else more do we have ?

74 can become 147 in the morning,took the wrong bus.
Almost entered the ladies while texting friends.
Said "Hi!" to a girl who isn't SuFern,but I assumed she is as she's carrying a brown bag.

I think it's just me or what.
But my neighbour seems chio.
Think it's just my vision and mind playing tricks on me again since its night time..

I never talked to her.
Only met her 2 times.Just now was the second.
All I know about her,is that she's some smart person studying in Hwa Chong Institution.

Wow.For a moment.I feel so dumb.

-----------------
The Curious Case of Benjamin Buttons, is a film that teaches a lot of meaningful sentences and quotes.

I like this particular one..
-Mrs Maple :Benjamin, we're meant to lose the people we love. How else would we know how important they are to us?

This is exactly what I'm doing now.
-Captain Mike: You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went. You could swear, curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go.

And I like this.
It describes who I am.

Benjamin:Morning, captain.Can you take us out?
Captain Mike: Do you know what day it is?
Benjamin: Sunday.
Captain Mike: You know what that means?
Captain Mike: It means that I was very drunk last night.
Benjamin:You're drunk every night.

MY VERSION xD

Friend : Morning Ben,Why do you look so tired ?
Ben : Do you know what day it is ?
Friend : Wednesday.
Ben : You know what that means ?
~silence*
Ben : It means that I slept very late last night.
Friend : But you sleep at very late hour every night.

Ladies

2009-07-14T11:15:00.002+08:00

I almost entered the ladies in the morning.
Gosh..Luckily I didn't enter.

Phew ~_~
Bit cranky in the morning .
Only had like 3hours 45 minutes of sleep.

The bus seat is super uncomfortable.
Legs too long for the particular seat.(I'm not tall)

Cranky.
Texting my friend while I make a sharp 90 turn left
- Blk 72.Level 4 washrooms.
(my brain automatically tells me that :Turn right and you'll enter the washroom.)
It turns out that both washroom have to turn right.Just that it's at different turns.

~_~
Texting text..never see the door sign..
Open the door slightly(around 10degrees)
-and I saw the big big Ladies shape ~_~

My first respond was :"What the F***" ???
Took few steps back..
and told myself.."Heng arh!" never enter..
Turn around..lucky no girls behind me..if not I jump into the NP canal also cannot clean my reputation.

~_~ Phew.

Not enough sleep..Killing my brain..

Books - Eternal Knowledge

2009-07-12T22:18:00.003+08:00

Books are one of path the eternal knowledge.
This is one thing I've read today,and you can tag how dumb ue were if ue learn something new.

"It takes 17 muscles to smile and 43 to frown. Unless you’re trying to give your face a
bit of a workout, smiling is a much easier option for most of us. Anyone who’s ever
scowled, squinted or frowned for a long period of time knows how it tires out the face
which doesn’t do a thing to improve your mood"

The main point is..
It's less taxing to smile than frown ! So why should you frown when smiling is easier ?!

But that's hard to do in my life.
I seems to be a little bumblebee @_@
smiling and laughing whenever I can is the most I can do..
Once I reach home = sianz..die liao..mug again..

Oh shit ! I just realized that I have an event tomorrow
T_T! ! NEED TO WAKE UP EARLY T_T!

NO !!!!!

Sigh..
Rough schedule for tomorrow..

2Hours-Japanese Tsubasa Club
2Hours-Lecture
2Hours-Lesson
2.5 hours- SFA.

Sigh..When can I finish all these crap..
After SFA still need to work as tuition teacher ~_~
i have no knowledge of what they're teaching and doing lor..
Go there blur blur sure kenna sacked one T.T

Went out with Abigail and Kimberly today.Of course,with the others Epeeist.
Watched Fencing..
Wah..Super stress when watching la..
It's not me who is fencing but I still feel super stress T_T

Especially during Dennis and Mikail's match. @_@
Singapore Fencing International = Uber hard ??? All the fencers come from all over the world..at least regional...

Hongkong.Macau.Australia.Uzberkistan.Thailand..
Wah..
Should I join next year ? Join sure kenna trampled like roti prata or stabbed like bbq chicken wing.
~_~

Then you'll see me crawl out of the competition venue covered with blood xD

Tag Replies

Brose: Just try my best to accomplished as much as I can lor..xD haha...yea..I guess it's really fate..

D- : Very vague answer :x but thanks anyway xD

Challenge + 6

2009-07-11T20:01:00.002+08:00

Today is the sixth day since the start of the week.
It has certainly been an very busy week for me..

Saturday,I rejected all kinds of invitations that required me time and effort..
I needed to rest at home..

I didn't go for
-BBQ of friend
-Cosfest
-LAN Party (that will give CCA points)

However,I did went out of the house though..
Woke up early in the morning..
Took bus 156 to Mt Alvernia Hospital @ Thomson Road..
The place where I was born..

I thought it was a normal and typical private hospital until I see the road sign
"Mt Alvernia Assisi"
Something like that one..
Straight away I begin to think that it's an hospital with Catholic origins.
"St. Francis of Assisi"

I wasn't wrong when I went inside the building..
Statues,Crosses,Crucifix were everywhere within sight..

I asked for ward Saint Francis.
but I intentionally pronounce the "Saint" like how the French did.

Went into the ward and saw Christabel sleeping..
It kind of make me worry for her..after all,she's just a young girl and she's facing such ordeal..
Passed her some VCDs and shows..
But her mini notebook dun have disc drive so I took back all the "shin-chan" series..

Chat with her..There's nothing much I could do but to spend my time with her..
Entertaining her and killing that little bit of boredom is the most I could do..

Wanted to buy her the newspaper but she doesn't want to read it ~_~
Reading news makes you more aware of the situation and more knowledgeable.

What really makes my day is her laughter(optimism)when she's in the hospital,and also what God is trying to tell me..

"Before I formed you in the womb I knew you; before you came to birth I consecrated you; I appointed you as prophet to the nations." Jeremiah 1:5

I'm not a cradle catholic.
But does the verse Jeremiah 1:5 really true ?

As a Christians,of course we have to believe that the bible is word of God and everything there is true.

But I shall be neutral for once and you'll make the decision.

Is it coincidence or I'm chosen to be involved in the Catholic Faith ?

-Why out of all hospital ? My mum went into Mt Alvernia Hospital,an catholic hospital to deliver me from her womb ?

I asked my mum about it.
She did not chose to stay in the hospital for few days and get ready for my birth.
It's like " MY WATER BAG BROKE !!!!!" then took car to Mt Alvernia to deliver me.
and I ask..Why Mt.Alvernia out of all hospitals ?
She said the Gynaecologist she was visiting to deliver me at Mt Alvernia.

Coincidence or pre-destined by God ?

Challenge + 5

2009-07-10T00:32:00.002+08:00

Ben is trying to act as superman by not sleeping at 12.37am
No la..waiting for my hair to dry..

Today is Challenge + 5.
it was +4, 37 minutes ago.

Anyway,I spend my whole day like a piece of crap today.
Quite literally crap and piece of crap.

Lets see.
Being a zombie for around 2 days.
I finally got my 4-6 hours of sleep.

But I overslept by half an hours.
And for some things,IT CAN NEVER BE RUSHED.
eg. Travelling time.The time needed for the bus driver to drink his kopi and stroll to his bus...adjust his seats...throw rubbish out of his window....

1 and a half hour of travelling time.
CAN NEVER BE SHORTER. No less.Only more.

I woke up half an hour late ~_~
So that leave me with only half an hour to prepare my stuff.
Usually I have 1 hour to doll up before going to campus.

NOT TODAY !
Dam..That's what happen when you try to squuueeze 2 nights of sleep into 1 night.
I managed to rush within half an hour.

In that half an hour.
-I showered.
-I packed my Fencing equipment <--thats just bull.It's only sports attire and shoe.
-I made boring bread for my breakfast..
-I pack my studying materials.

and left.
Thank Goodness I'm wearing flops today so I don't have to spend 3 minutes doing my laces...
I only spent 3 seconds wearing my flops =D

Caught the bus.
Took to Hougang Interchange <-- boring crap
The bus came before I reached the berth.
Blessed I am,ran for the bus.Managed to catch it.

Slept on the bus.Oh my gosh.
Dam freaking tired.

Reached King Albert Park <--for those non-Ngee Ann Poly ppl,
King Albert Park is 2 stops from my school.

Ben:*you cannot sleep anymore Ben ! You can't miss the bus stop*
*after 10 seconds*
Ben: zzz

Literally around that short period of 10seconds.I fell asleep..

Reached school bus stop.
Ben:*Woke up* Oh my gosh !
Alighted.
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Walk..
Crowded like usual..Everyone going for the 9am lessons even though it shows 9.08 on my phone..

Saw someone with a brown bag..
and I went..

Ben: Hi Su Fern..
Girl: *turns and look at me with confused expression*
Ben: *shit.wrong person*

just woke up..mind not responding well...
Went for Macro Economics Lecture.

Half of myself looking at slides.
Another half playing facebook.
Julia was seating behind me..
Commenting on me playing "Waka Waka"

Lectures is like *sigh...might as well go home mug..*
It did help us to a moderate extent :x

Went for POA tutorial ?
Dam.
Found out that I did the wrong question..

*quickly do the question while the teacher goes thru the answer*
I managed to do it on my own..without looking much at the answer..

Ben: Miss Cindy...Can I borrow the transparencies for the answers ?
Cindy : but we went thru it..you should be faster..you should done this at home already right ?
Ben: :x... yea..I've done it...*walks towards the transparencies*.... I fell aslept last night*

Check thru the answer..1 part do wrong ~_~
POA..still manageable except the content part..
still need write so much crap..
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Went to do Life Management Skills project.
I skipped my Business Management lecture for it.. <-- I NEVER SKIP LECTURE BEFORE LEH !
3 months into Poly and I've not yet skipped a lecture.

ZzZzz
Anyway,I skipped for a valid reason :x
Forgotten to tap my card at 3pm where the lecture starts

Justin:Tap at 5pm when the lecture ends lor...

*4.17pm* Alicia : my fren say need copy lots of things from the lecture
Ben: Oh my gosh !
Alicia : Lecture end le...
Ben: what the heck ?! I never tap card leh !

Gah..guess I'm going to lie to teacher that I forgotten to tap.
Doubt they check the attendance for lecture too :x

Tomorrow 1pm is the presentation for my Life Management Skill that is 40%.
And we have not yet completed the project T.T

Tomorrow go school Chiong...
*just realised that I haven't borrow the camera from my sister again*
*goes in her room with the handphone torchlight..silently finding for the camera and the charger*
It's not that taking her things without permission that will piss her off.Okay.Maybe it will.
it's that disturbing her sleep pisses her off more than taking her things without permission
*Manages to find it after 5 minutes*
*goes out and charge battery..*

Guess I'm going to last minute inform her that I'll be borrowing her camera again..

Red Cross Humanitarian Network today is like chit chat session.
I was stationed at the infirmary for my attire.
~_~ putting my life at risk without those secondary school kids with temperature 37.6degrees and above.

Mask and gloves provided.
Luckily,no one come to lobang the infirmary.
Chit chat with other people..
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Fencing today ?
managed to touch the blade after *ben can't recall the date* 1 month ?Roughly around there...1month..

Train with blade today..
Train,...Train..
Tired..

my joint injury improved slightly..
but i strained my calf muscle today ~_~

Went to King Albert Park Mac's to find Chyn and Desmond to go home
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Chit chat tock cock with chyn on the way back.
Shag..

It was around 10.40 we board the bus.
It was 11.37pm when I reached Hougang..

Told myself..Sianz..no bus need walk home liao..
checked.

Bus 89, last bus 2300 <-- forget it lah !
Bus 27, last bus 2335 <--chances dam low..
Bus 161,last bus 2230 <-- the bus and I reached the berth at the same time..LOL.

Glory !
last bus home.
Tired.

Bus 161..Sigh..
House.
I love you house.
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I checked the mail.
Batch T-shirt.
Sianz..need spend money again on "interest group" T-shirts..

I still need to get my
-Blade
-Chest Guard
-Mr Wei Ben T-Shirt..

Furthermore,I never believe in getting a batch t-shirt.
If the purpose of a T-shirt is to promote unity,bonding.I would rather get a VI t-shirt and bond with all the VIs and not "exclusive" to 10/09s.

With the economic recession..even though we're trying our best to recover from it..
By spending ! and Spending ! and Spending !

I've lost my confidence in spending.
Not on such wants.
But instead,I spend on needs - .-

Shag.
Off to sleep.

Shag is a British Slang.

Yes.. I know "Shag" has the meaning of "Involved in a sexual intercourse"
I didn't have sex.
To be correct, you can't even use "shag" to describe tiredness.

Thus,Shag shouldn't anyhow used..
perhaps how the assumption of "tired after sex" for "Shag" came about..

A : *looking tired* Shag arh...
B : Tired arh ?!
A : Ya lor..

while looking tired and saying "sex" could well mean sex is tiring or tired after sex..

But whatever! I shall try to kick that slang off my dictionary..

I shall blog about pictures post on saturday.

Challenge + 3

2009-07-08T14:26:00.001+08:00

GUAN ZHE HIT ME WITH THE BIGGEST BAD NEWS EVER !
IT'S A MAJOR SET BACK...SIGH...

*lalas...goes to emo*

2009-07-08T06:39:00.002+08:00

Superman has come to a new stage of being busy...
Muahahaha...

Sleep does not exist in his dictionary anymore !
Okay..probably not..
Guess I'm going to sleep on the bus later..
But I'm kinda afraid that I'll overslept..zzz

Fact: Showering in the bathroom,with a canister of Baygon within reach is not fun.
Trust me,Been there, done that.

I'm in Love again =DD
Somehow seems to be a sad one ..
Sigh..

Challenge + 3

2009-07-08T05:13:00.003+08:00

It's now the 3rd day of my challenge.
Crap.
Now it's 5.13am and I'm blogging.Mind not in a clear state.

Enduring the events that have been happening for the past few days.

Woke up at 10.15am.
School.DSS.BLaw.
Stress about super tons of homework that I've not yet done.

Went for Fencing and super shag.
Went home.
Bus was late..
Crap.
Ended up going home late..
Sigh..

Went to do these work...

MacroEconomics
Business Law
Life Management Skills
DSS PBL 2.

Now I can't think properly..
Don't want to sleep..Scared I overslept and miss school the next day..
The more frustrating is that I've not yet completed my PBL 2 T_T

I need some break...thats why I'm blogging now..
Saw a freaking big roach when I was taking a piss just now.
Now I'm freaking scared to go in there..Wonder how am I going to shower in 1 hour time..

Tomorrow..

MAEC 2 Hours
Break 1 Hour
DSS 2 Hours
BLAW 2 Hours
RCHN 1 Hour
SFA 2.5 Hours

Thats 10 hours.
And I haven't do my POA yet...zzz
Super tired..

Ken said that I'll need to get a chest guard due to my pectus excavatum.
What the heck..
Okay llor..zzz for safety purposes..

Guess I'm going to continue doing my DSS and my POA now.

Tag Replies

Shu Ying: Haha..wait la..I'll buy it one..but let me save up for my blade and chest guard first..

Mondae.Start of the Challenge.

2009-07-07T00:11:00.002+08:00

Today will be a challenging day..
From today onwards..
I will be uber busy..
Making use of every single minutes if I have ...Carefully...

Lets say today..

Went to school..
See all those Gina gina like dam free..

1 Malay boy still can wear songkok go play scooter..
I was like.. *today no school for primary school meh?*

Board the bus..
Saw more teenagers and children..
Then..

I was like... *DAM ! It's Youth Day* !
SMS..Checked if there's school today..
But sigh..
You know the routine...public holiday in lieu

POA Lecture.
I slacked.70% of the time I was on Facebook..
and 20% of the time I was saying :"Which page are we at now?" to Guan Zhe
10% was trying to understand that is meant by Cost of Goods Sold.

- .-
BMGT..
Sigh..

Got to share with the class our business or political leaders that is successful..
And I went Bernard Madoff =DD
joked with the tutor about him..

After BMGT..Went to OurSpace to slack..
Facebook..
uber boring till 5.15pm.

Went for First Aid Course..
On my way to the NP bus stop..Met Ken =DD
Haha..Chat chat..
then waved good bye =DD
And I took bus to Dhouby Ghaut..

First Aid Course..
Met this man called "Sutan" <--I dunno how to spell his name.
But nice guy..

Finally..I would be able to learn First Aid again..and not just taking the cert for show..
I could have know CPR..But not the basic and fundamentals of first aid..
I sorta forgotten CPR too..lol xD
Sigh..

Shu Ying, I wanna buy the Mr. Wei Ben shirt ! lol.
Wait for few more weeks first..got to get my "China Wife" first..
My blade..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !

2009-07-05T00:04:00.002+08:00

umm..okay ..
I know National Day is not here =/

LOL! but I went to NDP 09 Rehearsal with the 10/09s :p
Anyway,It was fun =DD

And tons of crap xD
Yu Ping got most of the pictures,so find the pictures @ her facebook..

Hmm..Too tired to blog blog..
Maybe I'll take photos of the fun pack and etc :x and blog abt it..
maybe tml or 2 days later =/

Wednesday

2009-07-01T23:46:00.003+08:00

Today is a happy day worth rejoicing.
Perhaps it's because of my academic achievement in the common test.

let's hope that the POA paper I'm getting back will reach my target too :x

As for those people who lived for "quite long period of their life" and yet to know what fencing is,here it is.

If you do not know what's going on..
All you need to know is that I'm the one who won in this game :x
Credits goes to some fencing website =/

Am I getting complacent ??
Sigh..
Not in a mood to mug my POA..perhaps its due to the fact its an open book test..
Let's just hope I'll stay humble >.<

Tomorrow..
Think I'll mug my sec 2 assessment book before BMGT lecture..
If not will Sianz..
2 hours before lecture start - .- sigh..

Tag Replies
Brose : haha..danke (=

2009-07-01T14:11:00.001+08:00

I'm so happy ! lalas !
Gotten my Business Law Common Test Results =DD

Days of Mugging paid off (=

~_~

2009-07-01T12:03:00.002+08:00

Life have been so so..

Some good news and bad news..I suppose ?

Bad News first :x
1) I WILL BE UBER BUSY IN JULY =((

Reasons ? You shall know later due to the Good News :p

Good News
1)I FOUND A JOB ! Bwahaha..As tuition teacher. But I do not have experience leh..Sigh..
Then I need to recap to my primary 4 and primary 6 style.
But their Syllabus changed )=
So I guess I Chiong my Sec 2 work this week.

2)I ENROLLED INTO A FIRST AID COURSE ! =DD
-Part time SFA..So I can go for first aid duties..

3)My results aren't so bad yet, by the Grace of God
For Excel and Macro-Economics...Lets hope Business Law will meet my expectation >.<

Why will I be busy ??

Monday : School and SFA
Tuesday: School and Fencing
Wednesday:School and SFA
Thursday: School and Fencing
Friday: School and SFA

for like 3 weeks..then it will

Monday: School and Tuition
Tuesday:School and Fencing
Wednesday:School and Tuition
Thursday:School and Fencing
Friday: School =D and Japanese Tsubasa Club ~_~

Whee..
>.<

Don't ask me to quit Fencing.
I like it =DD

The only motivation to make me go on is praises :x
See ya

Sianz

2009-06-30T14:21:00.001+08:00

Crap.
DSS PBL Quiz 75/100 - .-

Reluctance

2009-06-28T21:51:00.002+08:00

Making my blog an learning platform for everyone.
Not just complaining about my woes and troubles.
Not just lamenting over the loss in life.

Reluctance.

Kinda lazy to go Church in the morning.
Because it's like a routine.

Students are lazy to go School in the morning because it's like an everyday routine and they get bored of it.
People get bored of going to work because it's a cycle of everyday job scope.

But speaking from a non-religious point of view,
-Students still go to school to learn.(like how I need to satisfy my never ending thirst for knowledge)
-People still go to work,because they have to earn money to maintain their livelihood.

Why do I go to Church then ? To learn.To learn more.Not just only about God but about everything in life.
In the end,I still went for Church today..
Like today is "RACIAL HARMONY" where we learn about other religions in Singapore.

1 Major thing I want to discuss about today ?
-->Karma.

-So does Karma exist ?
No Idea..But I don't really care whether it exist or not..I'm only concerned if we believe in Karma or not.

-So does Catholic believe in Karma ?
No.We don't have to earned merits(do good stuff) to enter heaven.Our place in heaven is "reserved" when Jesus laid down his life for us.

But once again,if we keep sinning and fall short of the glory of God,we'll enter hell right ?
But oh well,at least it's reserved for us,not something we have to earn for.

Don't think that we Christians take it for granted that we already have heaven and we can keep sinning and etc etc..I think(not sure if I'm correct,do give me an answer abt it) that we'll enter hell if we keep sinning and don't repent(Christian in name)

But somehow,my question of "does Catholics believe in Karma" is posted to another perspective of Karma.
-Immediate consequences of actions.

When I waste food today,will I go hungry tomorrow ?
When I laugh at people for being dumb today,will I get teased by other tomorrow,or perhaps, 10 minutes later ?

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Q:What do Michael Jackson and a Big Mac have in common?

A:It's 50yr old meat between 10yr old buns.

I can't believe I had to resort to suggestive jokes to increase viewership of my blog xD
Anyway,Michael is a good guy =DD so no offenses to those Michael fanatics out there.
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Anyway,I'm trying to make this stand of
"Catholic v Denominations"
instead of the current
"Catholic v Christians"

So I kinda went to googled and everything, I found this;

"Being a Christian is not a denomination. Catholicism is a Christian denomination."

Which I agree to a large extent.Sources are from not from some
PROFESSOR OF HARVARD UNIVERSITY or
PROFESSOR OF CAMBRIDGE UNIVERSITY.
If you are keen to choose to believe that Christian is a denomination,no professor status can your mindset.

Another thing I found thru google;

"Catholics seem like the 'emos' of Christianity =P"

I was like...what the heck ??! LOL
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I always sterotype Americans as Fat and Dumb.
okay..perhaps less of dumb but more of Fat..
But I really like America quite a lot though..Except the fat part.
I still like America regardless of all these..How I wish I can go there for education...hostel...school in morning and clubs in night..

Watch this video,you may have watch this video before,but do watch again and try to answer the question.
You can like laugh about this video..

I'll post the question and answer together based on me.
I will not do research or learn beforehand to answer the questions.(I really did not study before hand for these questions)
Which I hope most of it is correct.

*If you've learned something more after reading this blog entry,do tag
"I'm so dumb and thanks for teaching me more things =DD"*
*If my answers are wrong or I dunno,do correct me (= I need to learn too*

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Q:Name the question that begins with U?
A: Uzberkistan.
Utah is a state,not a country.
I won't write United States of America,because this answer is provided in the video.
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Q:Who is in the coalition of the willing?
A: I don't know this. Is it some America Current Affairs ? I suck kinda bad at current affairs of America.
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Q:What's the religion of Israel.
A: Christianity,Muslim,Jewism <--Okay.I know it's wrong to say Jewism and Muslim.. LOL.I'm being honest here..Haha..xD I'm so DUMb ! xD

Jewism isn't a religion.
Judaism is,a person who practice Judaism is called Jew.
Muslim isn't a religion.
Islam is,a person who practice Islam is called Muslim.

The main religion of Israel is Judaism.Since most of the population there are Jews.
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Q:What religion are buddhist Monk?
A: Buddhism..
I was a Buddhist for 13 years.and this is common knowledge lor...
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Q:Who won the Vietnam war?

A:The Vietnamese who believe in Communism!
Americans are not almighty that wins every single war in history..
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Q:Who's Fidel Castro ?

A:The person who started the Communism movement in Cuba,the person who made Cuba an Communist state.
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Q:How many sides does a triangle has ?
A:3.
Dam.How dumb can Americans get ?
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Q:What's the Currency used in the United Kingdom.
A: Great Britain Pound <--not sure. =/
*Checked with net after answering,it's GBP or pounds sterling*

United Kingdom(UK) is NOT A COUNTRY ! ! ! It's like a group of countries...
I know there's like Wales,Britain,Scotland, and few more if I'm not wrong ??
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I like this part where this girl says they should invade Iran soon ..as there will soon be a revolution..
This video is posted on 2007,probably filmed earlier.

Indeed,there's an Political conflict in Iran nowadays =/
I know,I read the news.
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Q:Kofi Anan is a drink,TRUE or FALSE ?
A: False, Kofi Anan is one of the most important person in the United Nations.
*Checked with net after answering,I'm correct =D*
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Q:Who's Tony Blair

A: Britain's Prime Minister. I'm not sure if it's the current one or not..
There's like Gordon Brown and Tony Blair..
I think it's the ex-Britain's Prime Minister.
*Checked with net after answering,I'm correct =D*
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Q: Which countries are in the axis of evil ?

A by Ben: Italy,Germany

Oh dam ! haha ! I checked with the internet after answering and I'm wrong. ! xD
I thought Axis of evil is like still WW2 time xD haha

Correct A: *Described by Bush* ; Iraq,Iran,North Korea
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A: Who's the first man on Moon ?
Q: Neil Armstrong ?
*Checked with net after answering,I'm correct =D*
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Q: What is a Mosque ?
A: A place where Muslim goes there to worship and practice Islam..
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Q:How many kidneys does a person have ?
A: 2.

WA LAU ! THE INTERVIEWER SAID KIDNEYS !!! KIDNEYS !!! with the S pronouce and he can get it wrong !!!!
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Q: What is collateral damage ?

A by Ben: no idea. =/

Wiki answer : Collateral damage is damage that is unintended or incidental to the intended outcome
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Q: How many World Wars have there been ?

A: 2 !

That old chap in the show look old enough to be experience in ww2 and he dares to say 3 ?
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Q:Which states does KFC comes from ?

A:Kentucky.

Go to Local KFC outlets around Singapore.Ask the employees.They don't even know where KFC originates from.
They work there and they don't know about the chickys ?
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Q:Star Wars is based on a true story,TRUE or FALSE?

A: False.

GET a life ?! How can there be explosion in outer space ?! How can there be sounds of explosion in outerspace ?How can Light Sabers exist ?

-No explosion in space due to lack of oxygen in the atmosphere in space.Possible explosion may be due to oxygen from "Spaceship".
Please don't ask continue to ask stupid question like : why does "Spaceships" need oxygen.

-No sound in explosion due to no medium for sound to travel. mostly vacuum in outerspace. Sound does not travel in vacuum.

-Lasers cannot stop halfway.therefore, no light sabers.
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Q:What are Hiroshima and Nagasaki famous for ?

A: Vague answer, Atomic Bombs.

If you wanna act smart,which is not wrong,there's a shop named Hiroshima in singapore selling some stuff.
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Q:How many Eiffel Towers are there in Paris ?

A: only 1. shouldn't say with the S behind the Tower.
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Q:What is Al Quada ?

A:Dam.The person who made this video is equally dumb ?
They spelt Al Qaeda wrongly - .- ( I typed Al Queda just now :p)

Some terrorist group go around suicide and so called killing people in the name of God.

Al Qaeda is not a wing of the masonic order.
Don't even attempt to try understand the Masons.
But I'm interested to know about Masons.
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Q:Where is the Berlin Wall.

A:Berlin,Germany.(State,Country. Just in-case some people thinks I'm dumb.I'm trying to be precise.)

The one in Israel is called Wailing wall !
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Q:The language they speak in Latin-America is Latin,True or False ?

A:False.
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Now my own question to others.

Q1:What is Vatican City ?

Possible Dumb answers : A city.

Q:Vatican City is enclave within the City of Rome.What is the Official Language used in Vatican City?

Possible Dumb answer : Roman.

Answer ? I'll post it up the next entry.
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Relax and have a good laugh after a long tiring day squeezing your brain juice.

Michael and School Work

2009-06-26T20:25:00.002+08:00

Michael Jackson passed away this morning I guess.
on the way back from Chalet..
Saw the news..

Sigh..
He passed away due to myocardial infarction.. <--Ben trying to act pro by typing an medical term here.. ~_~

This is the only song that I really like from Michael Jackson.

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Anyway,Chalet was crazy last night..
Reach there around 7pm for the BBQ..
Chit chat..Chit Chat until 12mn++

And when I realise the time,I know I'm in trouble.
There's no more bus back home !!!!!!
Sigh..

Anyway,Dennis offered a lift home but I told him I'm taking Michelle's transport back.
Yeap.No nonsense,I rejected this GOLDEN OPPORTUNITY.
and I waited for Michelle's transport.

When she came down,Just when I thought we were going home...
@_@ !!
Her parent's not coming. =/
So I guess I kinda submit to fate and stay in the Chalet..

Went out with
Alan(little high after drinking 6 shots of alcohol)
Mikail
Michelle
Ming Xuan
Alton
to the nearby hawker centre to get my dinner.
I'm like starving by then ~_~
Ate Carrot Cake and drank Milk Tea..

Kinda fufilling...Enough to last me like...
5 hours ??
Went back to Chalet after the meal..

OH MY GOSH !
Folist guy got drunk real bad =/

He's not really in the definition of my "drunk"

My "Drunk" : Unable to move body,unable to talk,Only sleep.This is why female get raped.

Their idea of "drunk" : get high...talk nonsense..strip of clothes. This is why female get laid.they don't get raped.

Anyway,he didn't strip his clothes ~_~ He was yelling in pain..
Think he drink too much ??~_~ body cannot take the alcohol level ?

I was like ~_~ Oh my gosh...

Ben:Michelle,call the Priest.
Michelle: - .-

~EXORCISM~

no lah..
Looks scary... a little like kenna possessed by spirits in chalet. >.<

So the clique went next door,after being constantly reminded not to talk too loudly as we will disturb the DRUNK GUY.

Went to play "Stress" and "Smack Jack" with Saberers.
So so la..
Exchange of supernatural stories...
Haha.. I didn't get to share mine )= !!!

I didn't really feel the goosebumps during that sharing so I was like kinda ~_~
Then play TRUE OR DARE with Saberers and Epeeist,and only 1 folist.Which is Michelle.

All the other Folist were either drunk or aslept.Sigh...

Anyway,the content was more towards the Male Side as everyone is male except Michelle.
So everything we did were kinda M18 during Dare session.

>.<

CHIONG ARH !
Didn't sleep until 6am.

Woke up..
Dam..The sun's out..
Check Ming Xuan's watch..
Dam..It's already 7.20am..I'm late..
Check my phone..
~_~ 6.53am..
I'm early by 7 mins ~_~

Woke Michelle up for breakfast .
I had Hot Fudge Sundae from Macs for Breakfast cause I had the craving for it.
It was very fulfilling since it's very sweet =DD

Bus Home..
Saw the News...
Sigh..RIP

Shower.Breakfast.Slack.Study.Go School.
For Business Law project ~_~
Did some filming which I hope it would be a success >.<
It's productive for the day..let's home the tutor will give us a good grade =DD

Tag Replies

Kim: Relinked..Why you everytime keep changing blog urls one =/ ??

Jing Kai : Linked =DD Didn't know you got blog..Better bah..more socialization than keeping yourself behind Animes and Games.

Wednesday

2009-06-24T19:56:00.002+08:00

Got a tiring week ~_~
Sigh.

Finally,I would not need to wake up to any alarms tomorrow.
Okay..perhaps the one at 12pm..
Whee ^^

Saving up for the low-grade Epee Blade that cost 75bucks - .- dam.
Wait until I save up until 300 for the German Epee Blade..

Went to CVSS today for the training..sigh..
neutral la..
The "after-dismissal" part was crap...
I have to like so many thing @_@ for no reason ??

Sigh..
I'm going to do some 1 unit of DSS..
>.<
Sigh..
THe boring DSS..

Tag Replies
Jamie: That was the first time I start to pick my food xD

Week 1 of Holidaes.

2009-06-21T20:33:00.005+08:00

Many things have been happening in the holidays..
Been out with friends to play..shop..explore..slack..

Some photos I've taken that is kind of... suggestive..
and it's up to you how you want to interpret it.

"Loyal Citizen of Singapore ! Take a stand ! For our land !!!"
Haha..those good old times of NDP 06..
Taking extra pizza huts and kfc :x
Felt so sick eating siam kitchen..

Calvin said Food Dustbin Jing Kai ate 2 sets of Siam Kitchen.
My gosh..I wonder how did he do that..

It's not what you think !
Really ! Don't let your imagination wander about !
It's actually an Iphone/Ipod Touch cover..

Oh.. I ate the heart of a duck today xD
Thanks to Wan Jing who introduced Duck tongue =/
I went to try Duck Heart :x

haha..It's not to eat for the sake of eating but to do something crazy/daring once in my lifetime =DD

I feel so accomplished..
How does it taste ? ? ? It tasted like duck meat.
Thats all.
Haha..
But overall,the experience is quite nice la..

Sigh..
A week has fly past so fast..
I guess it's time for me to start mugging..

There's BMGT meeting tomorrow..
Let's hope it's productive =DD

Sundae

2009-06-21T08:57:00.004+08:00

Okay.
Crap.
I think my viewership are dropping down after I change my blogskin to a girly one.
Crap.

I don't think I'm going to bring my sister's ski gloves to today's outing..
Think I don't ice-skate today ? ?
Trying to save up leh..

Went for Mass this early morning at 7.30am..
It's kinda surprising that I didn't fall asleep when the Priest is giving the homily..
Yay =D
10 points for Ben !!

Sigh..
Stomach Ache for this morning after last night's BBQ..
Think must be due to those half-cooked food ~_~
Wonder if I'm the only one..

I googled antacids and charcoal pills..
No Idea what to choose between these 2 pills =/
Should I get them ??

Saturdae - Superman

2009-06-21T00:50:00.004+08:00

I somehow feel that I'm a superman in my own life everyday..
Managing my 24 hours in my life to make it 25.

But before reading my blogpost,go youtube Kolibre-Maksim.
Oh.Anyway,Lazy Bugger,I have it down here.

Another one of my favourites,because it reflects how on busy and tiring my life is.

I woke up at 7am <--WHAT THE HECK! IT'S SATURDAY !!
Umm..
Shower.Pack bag.Went out.
Met sean,steven,fiona and jonalin.

Went Marketing for the BBQ.
Oh today dam cool.

I've learnt to
-choose FRESH prawns
-clean and wash squid(sotong)

Well,I don't really know how to choose prawns..
So I sorta ask an Auntie who's choosing prawns too..
She taught me so I'm kinda happy =DD

Sotong was scary.
Kinda scared of anything so just chiong lar xD
Use hands and fingers to dig out/pluck out anything that seems not safe to be consumed.

Went to Campsite..
After that..
Went to get some finger food..
THEN BACK TO CAMPSITE
*plays superman tone!*

Waits for leonard to go bbq.
haha.didn't want to disappoint him so just go for social gathering lor xD

THE BBQ was rather fun =DD
Cook..
Throw people into the water..
I tried pushing freddy down water but it was like ~_~
SIGH..Super hard..He didn't went into the water..

He admired my courage though =D

Ben:Fred,don't la..if you want play let me take out my underwear first...later I go home underwear wet wet dam sianz..
Fred: *Grabs me* But you didn't give me a choice just now too..
Ben: *Screams* *Thrown into the water*

~_~
Went to cook for the rest of the day..
Hoping that the BBQ fire will get me dry..

Gah..to a small extent ~_~
Went home with Eric..

Learn quite a lot from him =DD
Me going for volunteering Commandos ?
Dunno leh..
Commandos = Fun =DD
But tough and rough..

Officer = Military Sabre and high pay..Look nice..
Sianz..

I dun want kenna officer clerk or some dam boring officer post..
I like fun..

Like how I make everything fun in my life.
VIP can also make until fun one =DD
It's torturous when you want to think its tough..
It's fun when you go there with fun mentality,provided you can do work too la..

I'm not sure I'm ready for Catholic Apologetics or not =/
The key points like ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT la..

I've found an source for studying it..
Whee..
Think I'll start reading it slowly soon..

Tomorrow's there's outing..
So I'm going to St. Anne's Church
Super long no go that parish le..forget the Mass timing..

*high liao ! tomorrow 7.30am Mass*
Need wake up at 6am le ~_~

I should be sleeping soon..
Need take the 4 hours minimum sleeping criteria.

Sleep for 4 hours.WOrk for 20hours.
Ratio = 1:5..NOT REASONABLE )=

I realised what is God trying to tell me about the dream I had a few days ago..
I know why the people inside Red Cross Campsite is trying to Fight with me in the campsite..
From my interpretation.I think God's wants to tell me that message.
Which is useful to me.

I don't really mind about how I/they/you interpret the dream.
So long as it's useful to my character development,I don't mind...

FAITH IS A GIFT..

Finally done with blog

2009-06-19T23:07:00.003+08:00

Finally,i'm done with my blogskins..Whee..
Codes and Codes @_@

I know it look girly ! I know it look gay ! but I like the picture of the girl on top =DD

The hearts at the end of the blogpost look extremely GIRLY too but I DON"T CARE =DD

Today..Went to watch Land of the Lost with Wan Jing,Kenneth and Chen Xi..
Over all,its quite funny la.. =/

But some contents like not suitable for kids leh..
Sigh..
Still got secondary school kids and children watching..sigh..

Anyway,went home.kinda tired..
Did core muscle training,sit ups and weights.

I can only do 3 and 9/10 of 170Degree pull up. ~_~
Sianz..
Target = 9 of 180Degree Pull up =DD

Tag Replies

Brose: hi hi ! thanks for the tag too =DD Hmm..I shall sleep more =DD then can find out more =DD

Shu Yi : thanks for the tag (=

Random

2009-06-19T10:04:00.002+08:00

Okay..
What's so random is that my blog broke down )=

The skin was totally destroyed when I tried to insert a nice picture inside ~_~
So I gotta changed blogskin, but now,it still looks ridiculous.

Whatever.
I had the most random dream every last night..
many scenes.

1)Went to Campsite (which is like really old and torn,totally different from Jalan Khairuddin one)
Realised it was an abandoned Undertaker shop..
OH MY GOSH !!!!!!!
Everything is kinda creepy..but have ALL the VIs in HQ setting up their beds..preparing for tomorrow ULP/UIP .Random.

2)After which,I walked around and there was some conspiracy and people tried to murder me ! what the heck !
and those people turn to commoners and not VIs ! ~_~
I was in the first storey outside the building and keep fighting with people who tried to kill me =/
Climbed up an place and started pulling out the resources(cloths,food,whatsoever) and everyone started to go frenzy and started to rush for the resources and not me.
Whatever.Random

3) Then the 18 Luo Han, or 18 arahat started to leave the weird weird campsite..I followed them =/
and entered into a temple/church(couldn't remember)

4) I found myself dressed in robes,but with my skinny's on.What the heck ?!
And was walking about the church...following behind the priest..
He told us we were dismissed..so my friend(some guy i don't know!) and I went back to changed..
On they way back..I saw this large large blackboard...and have names of some saints/apostle on it..
My friend went up there to write something while I go =/

5)Mentioned something about the apologetics and the priest said something like :"it's not a just a passage...It's something....."
which I forgotten what is it about...

I have a feeling that God is trying to tell me something...

2009-06-18T21:37:00.002+08:00

WE SPENT HALF AN HOURS OF GROUP DISCUSSION ON THESE :

-TOPIC TO DO
-NEXT MEETING VENUE AND DATE.

how productive.

Okay.this is atrocious and utter disgrace and Insult to Fencing.

It's like really what the hell..
No proper footwork..Mario playing Fencing..
Can the characters even move back and forth in the first place ???
And how does a "2D" games the blade move left right..Do parries ??

Sigh

2009-06-18T19:52:00.002+08:00

There's an Street Sales Day tomorrow by the RCHN at Junction 8..
Sigh..
But I promised to go out with Wan Jing le.. )=

Luckily,the email state that this is the first of 2 more street sales days, and information on that will be sent out separately later.

I rather worried about my NYAA CIP part leh.. )=

I hope I'll be able to attend the other Street Sales Days..

Forgive me for those who I've disappoint in the process of fulfilling my promise.
You may think that I do not prioritize ..

But I see that I should honor my word.

Thursday

2009-06-18T18:53:00.007+08:00

shag.tired.sigh.

Went to watch Fencing Competition..Woke up at 7am..
After the competition..I was motivated....my new ambition that is hard to attain..okay..almost impossible but i don't mind trying..

Went home.
CHIONG ARH ! Pack my things..

Went to brandon house and waited for 1hour15mins before going home since time's running out.
Sigh..kinda wasted trip today =/

Went home..ran near my neighbourhood..
I drank this today..within 2 hours i think xD

1.5L of Soya Bean Milk !
Reduced Sugar <-- yucks ! taste bland )=

Whee ! I'm not desperate for muscles..<--ookay..maybe a bit..
But I'm more desperate to attain my goal in life !

I'm watching Mass on EWTN. Cool xD
Haha..
The beauty of the Church is that everywhere in the world uses the same readings (=
Hence,it's universal.

My mouth open big big when I realised it was the same readings with Singapore..
Super cool la =D
The whole world is listening to the same world of God..

Nowadays High Tech le..haha..can attend Mass without leaving the house..xD
No la..the feeling is different.I feel that its more personal when you go the Church itself..

In Alabama is 12 hours earlier than Singapore,but I guess that won't pose a problem..
Since it's 8am Mass in America,8pm in Singapore.But both is Thursday so I guess it's alright..

Aww ! There's a schedule for this programme called "Becoming a Catholic"
I So want to catch it but it's 2 am in the morning.. )=
>.<

Okay..I have super no mood to touch my DSS Unit 5 now )=
It's okay la..
I'll use the time for Mass..But very chim leh..the homily..

Hmm..A lot of Latin used..I liked =DD

Tag Replies

D- : Dunno leh..haha..cause getting a piercing is like bit wrong to an extent.. =/but I feel like getting it...so a bit in dilemma..

Jane : Ookies =/that was indeed random =/ Maybe the moth is trying to be random too by flying into your room =/

Kim : Ookies... Send me the details ??? I'll then start my recruiting..Later i get the whole RCIY class down xD

Wednesday

2009-06-17T12:00:00.004+08:00

Woke up.
sigh..

guess i'm going to slack at home all the way to 8pm..

I took this photos yesterday.
I was at the interchange and there was this 2 housefly in front me..
I was kinda curious..
and i went close to look..

and asked myself..
"ARE THEY MATING?"

Apparently,YES THEY ARE.

but whatever.
I knows its kinda disgusting - . -
but its just the nature..

I'm doing this blog post when I just woke up leh ~_~
But I didn't have my breakfast though :p

There's quite a lot of interesting "BUG" things in Hougang Interchange - .-
I go there like almost everyday.sianz..

Like how I saw this Moth..that's lying on the ground doing thing..
It doesn't look injured..
But I think it's dead.

Whee..
Another boring day coming up ahead..

I didn't get my ear piercing because I "half" surrender to God..
My clique didn't went past any shopping malls and they say compasspoint one not good.
I didn't went past Compasspoint too so I guess forget about it :p

Tag Replies

Kim : I dun mind..get abigail along too la..long time since I met her..you confirm the details with me ?? i'll try to get a couple of friends or my sponsor too if ue dun mind..

Camp

2009-06-15T20:48:00.004+08:00

Went for Church Camp ..
Kinda fun and fruitful one..

It's really surrendering yourself to God and you find that you learn more things.

It's held at the FMM.
*I went to google FMM Singapore, and the google said,"did you mean : fhm singapore"*
- .-

Franciscan Missionaries of Mary..
I think it's an really old building..
Considering that "The Last Supper" picture in the canteen is painted in wood..
And it's fading ..
Like really really old piece of painting.

There's a part when we have to slap our sponsors >.<
I didn't get to slap though - .- phew..
but I heard that when you stand up there,

your mind turn jelly,
your hands turn jelly,
your heart turn jelly.

It's so hard to physically hit the sponsors..

WE FIND IT SO EASY TO SIN AGAINST THE LORD,
But yet so hard to lay our hands on a human.

Went for ULP Campfire :p

Celebrated Elijah's birthday..
Haha..
Kinda fun =DD

Still got 30+ VIs sing his birthday song leh..

I realised that the Bible has super lots of interesting and nice passages..

and the simple story of The Prodigal Son can deliver 5 messages.
=/
So cool xD

Went for Epee training..
Only Epeeist present ~_~
Train Train..
Kinda tired and not used..
2 Weeks never fence le then suddenly do Fencing is really tiring me out=/

Coach will be coming down tml so I'll try hard tml >.<
These parts of my body will be sore tomorrow..
-The thigh muscles
-The area of the inner thighs.the part that is near your groin.
I'm pretty sure about it.

I'm going to play game..I've done some work :p

Tag Replies

Christabel : That was random =/ ! Thanks for tagging
Kimberly : Can't help it mah..very hard to forget leh..
Shu Yi : It's okay la..my blog won't KIA one..

Camp

2009-06-11T21:48:00.003+08:00

BEN IS ON VACATION TO RCIY CAMP =DD
LEAVE A MESSAGE BEHIND IF ANYTHING :P
MY PHONE IS STILL ON THOUGH.

1.Real name : Yan Wei Ben
2.Nickname : Ben
3.Star sign : Virgo
4.Male or female : Male
5.Primary school : Nan Chiau Primary
6.Secondary school : Compassvale Secondary School
7.JC/POLY : Ngee Ann Polytechnic,School of Business and Accountancy ( BABES =D )
8.Hair color : Black - .-
9.Long or short : Short ~_~
10.Loud or Quiet : Medium.I know when to talk and when not to :x
11.Sweats or Jeans : Skinnys
12.Phone or camera : mixture of both
13.Health freak : Yes..Daily dosage of sweat preferred,fruits are nice to me,little fast food..
14.Drink or smoke : Drink yes,Smoke:Never (anti-smoker here)
15.Do you have a crush on someone: Quite allot of girls
16.Eat or drink : Prefer to eat than drink.
17.Piercings : Nope... Not sure if I should get one..bit no point leh..
18.Tattoos : Nope... Wild thoughts of getting but Most likely not..Once again,no point in getting one.

Have you ever :

19.Been in an airplane : Nope.
20.Been in a relationship: Twice..
21.Been in a car accident : Nope.
22.Been in a fist fight : Nope. Mr Good Boy here.Student Councillor in the past leh.

Firsts:

23.First piercing : Not yet..
24.First best friend : Umm..Forget le...
25.First award : Primary 2 ?? some HOD awards..
26.First Crush : I dunno how to spell her name leh..something like astrick or asteriks. or whatever.(girl I met in primary school =D)
27.First Vacation : Forgotten le =/ Malaysia count ?

Lasts :

28.Last person you talked to : My sister ?
29.Last person you texted to : Elaine..RCIY =DD
30.Last person(s) you watched a movie with: Lian Zhi
32.Last food you ate : Dinner.(Rice,etc etc)
33.Last movie you watched : ANGELS AND DEMONS !
34.Last song you listened to : Four Seasons,Spring by Vivaldi
35.Last thing you bought : Movie Tickets ?
36.Last person you hugged : her..I miss you..and your name will not be in my blog as I promised.

Favourites:

37.Food : Spaghetti..
38.Drinks : Vodka =D
39.Clothing : Levi's
40.Books : I don't really like books =/ I was forced to read books..
41.Song : Preferably Classical musics..Kinda lot to mention too.Only English.I only had 2 Chinese Songs and 2 Korean songs.
42.Flower : Roses..
43.Colors : Red/White mixture, Red/Black mixture
44.Movies : Quite a lot =/
45.Phrase: Not really..forget..
46.Subjects: Business Law(but hard to learn), History.

You ever done before:

47.Kissed in the snow : Nope..Never been to snow area..
48.Celebrated Halloween : Nope...Singapore rarely celebrate this kinda thinggs
49.Had your heart broken : Yeap..Kinda lots of time - .-
50.Went over the minutes on your cell phone : Umm..Nope..
51.Someone questioned your sexual orientation : Err..yea..Kinda..Just casual chat with friends..
52.Came out of the closet : Yeap..Hiding inside for some reasons :x
53.Gotten pregnant : Guy how to get pregnant sia !
54.Had an abortion : I repeat,I do not have a womb.
55.Done something you've regretted : Big time..
56.Broke a promise : Think so..
57.Hid a secret : Duh...I keep many secrets for many people.I'm an confidant of others =D
58.Pretended to be happy : Yeap..Like how i fake to be happy even though I'm sad after a break-up.
59.Met someone who changed your life : Yesh ! the Holy Spirit.
60.Pretended to be sick : Primary school..wanna skip science club ~_~
61.Left the country : Yes..
62.Tried something you normally wouldn't try & liked it : I always believe in doing something crazy once in your life..But Not really like it =/
63.Cried over some silliest thing : Kenna ditch by girl ? =/ yea...it's silly to cry over girls..
64.Ran a mile : I ran 6 miles before - .-
65.Went to the beach with your best friend(s) : Yeap..Bring back the good old times with you..
66.Stay single the whole year : I hope not..

Currently:

67.Eating : Not eating anything
68.Drinking : Not drinking anything
69.What I'm about to do : Study the law,Look at penal code for awhile.Can't find Minor Contract's Act and Sales of Goods Acts and Unfair Contract Terms Act for studying purposes..
70.Listening to : Nothing now =x
71.Plans for tomorrow : Business Law common test,Cycling,RCIY Camp
72.Waiting for : the woman of my life.
73.Want kids : around 2 to 3 ?
74.Want to get married : yeap..
75.Careers in mind : Perhaps a Lawyer or Entrepreneur.
76.Which is better , Girl / Boy : Both =D

Things you look in a guy/girl:

77.Lips or eyes : Eyes
78.Shorter or taller : Shorter/Same height
79.Romantic or spontaneous : Romantic.
80.Nice stomach or nice arms : Stomach..must be slim or acceptable xD
81.Sensitive or loud : ???
82.Hook-up or relationship :Relationships
83.Trouble-maker or hesistant : ???

Have you ever:

84.Lost glasses/ contacts : Think so..My specs..once ?.
85.Ran away from home : Nope..
86.Hold a gun or knife for self defense : Nope..
87.Killed somebody : Nope..WHO ON EARTH WILL DARE TO ADMIT ?!
88.Broken someone's heart : I don't think so..
89.Been arrested : Nope.Clean Record.Perfect.
90.Cried when someone died : Nope..Never been to a wake.

Do you believe in:

91.Yourself : Yes..
92.Miracles: Yeap..
93.Love at first sight : Yes..
94.Heaven : yeap =D
95.Santa Claus : Nope,But i believe in Saints (Saint Nicholas)
96.Sex on the first date : nope
97.Kiss on the first date : Umm..Nope
98.Is there one person you want to be with right now : Yeap..i wonder if she does..
99.Are you seriously happy with where you are in life : Not really..considering all the ups and downs I've been through..
-No Fencing for 1 week )=
-I miss you )=
100.This is the 100th & last question : ??

11th

2009-06-11T19:32:00.003+08:00

Today marks a very special day for me..

Not because I'm going to camp tomorrow,
Not because I'm having Business Law test tomorrow,
Not because it's my birthday.

The reason for everything is her.

Today marks the anniversary I'm attached with her,
and Tomorrow marks the anniversary I broke up with her.

Remembered how we.....

2009-06-11T00:33:00.003+08:00

My brothers and sisters, after watching Angels and Demons,I find that it's alright and it does not deserved to be classified as "Anti-Christ"

Visual Effect : 9.0/10

-Reasons being : 9 for the very very nice effect of Vatican City(Commercial Filming were not allowed in Vatican City) (I have my source,go google it up)
- 1 for the inaccurate portray of some parts of Vatican City,images of Vatican City that is non based on evidence.(eg. Library)

It's an thriller =/
Not very thrilling to me ..
Perhaps its like : "nah...its all fiction..Chances of happening is like 0."

The film is thrilling because:
Good guy becomes Bad guy
Bad guy becomes Good guy
Good guy becomes Bad guy
Bad guy becomes Good guy
Good guy becomes Bad guy
Bad guy becomes Good guy
Good guy becomes Bad guy
Bad guy becomes Good guy
Good guy becomes Bad guy
Bad guy becomes Good guy
Good guy becomes Bad guy
Bad guy becomes Good guy

Yea..you know the drills..

and also because

He's going to die !
He's going to become the next Pope !
He's going to be arrested !
and its like the storyline twist and changes fast xD

I find that is an film worth the money,time.
It did not make me doubt my own faith or whatsoever.
Instead,I feel happier =DD better =DD
Knowing that Vatican City is such a nice place..all the rites..

I'm kinda that glad that Lian Zhi,a Free-Thinker enjoyed the show.
We like to watch Epic films together xD

I think it's a great film,shouldn't be boycott by Christians.
Ben:Anyone wanna watch Angels and Demons tomorrow ?
*and some replied it's anti-Christ*
Instead,I find that it's interesting and certainly pleasing that Protestant are helping Catholics to boycott the film.Even though the film's target are Catholic.
*you'll get it when you watch the film =DD*
This shows that we're all in the same Family =DD so cut the denomination thing out ~_~ We're all Christians in the end.(evidence:Wiki. I know wiki is not reliable,but i'm using it as reference.)

Under Christianity,we have denominations.
So Catholic is a subset of Christianity.Protestant is also subset of Christianity.
SO WE'RE UNDER CHRISTIANITY!
AND WE HAVE TO END THIS HATRED BETWEEN US ! and don't start whacking catholics with your questions =/
Your question doesn't make me doubt my faith.

The beauty is that...
after all the years of Dan Brown's show,Anti-Christ film,books,videos,music..

The Catholic Church is still able withstand the challenge/ordeal(i dunno what english word to use=/) of time.
Thanks Leonard for this (=

I'm rather sad that I can't support the Fencing Competition on the 13th June.. )=
I guess I'll support them on the 18th plus..

I managed to borrow my brother's bicycle =DD
But my "express terms" was that I'll cycle around Seng Kang..
"Implied terms" = CANNOT SPOIL THE BIKE !
So that means I can't go Tampines(I won't have the time to either !)
So I guess I'll go around Sengkang,Hougang,Anchorvale..Around lor =/

Sigh..I should I go the gym instead =/ ??

Tag Replies

Ben: Yeap =D He's in safe hands of all RCIY =DD

Tuesday

2009-06-09T21:11:00.002+08:00

Sigh...
Tuesday isn't a good day..
Things...are kinda rocky..

Went for Macro Economics Common Test..
So so bah..
If I only I've memorised the formula..
perhaps I would have taken a shorter time to complete.. - .-
Anyway,I left 15minutes before the paper ends.

Waiting for Chyn for 2 and half Hours before going to Xuan Le house..
Slack..
Play games..
Chit Chat..

Is the film, "Angels and Demons" anti Christ ?
I'm getting a hard time finding people to watch..
Well,I can't be bothered if the show is anti-Christ or not.
My faith is strong =D I'm sure Leonard and the sponsors can reconfirm my doubts.

Leonard face's was pale when I visited him yesterday with Celeste =/
Well,I was kinda glad that he liked the apple juice..

Orange might be too acidic..
there wasn't any honey dew..
Green Apple or Red Apple ?
Green too sour..

So we got Red (=

I'm so excited..
Tomorrow..

Buy Angels and Demons tickets.
Go NYP mug my business law.
Let Lian Zhi play my notebook.
Then watch Angels and Demons..

The feeling of : STRESS ! and MUGGING !
control until night time..
Then can watch the movie and : DE-STRESS ! =D ENJOY !

Sundae - Deutschland

2009-06-07T21:29:00.009+08:00

THERE'S SOMETHING BAD ABOUT MY BLOG.IT'S TOO NARROW.SO YOU NEED TO SCROLL LEFT AND RIGHT TO VIEW THE PICTURES..VIDEOS...TOO BAD BAH...

I just watch this Advertisement xD
It's in German but whatever ! I like German =DD
So funny and entertaining to me xD

Sundae..Long day..
Went to Church..
RCIY session on Media.

How the media can be biased and deceptive..
Everyone got cheated by Juliet's fake magazine report =/
Media can also be a good way to spread the Good News (=
So maybe I'll blog about the Good News every sunday (=
In this way,I'll pay attention to the homily as I need something to blog about :p

Mass..I listened to the Priest's Homily..Normally I fell asleep cause too tired =/
Sorry atheists,It'll get little religious here.

This is the main highlights of the homily,
Loneliness is a type of Disease,More scary that cancer or tumour.
People fulfill the emptiness,which is caused by loneliness thru one way or another,
Less serious = Gaming..TV...Magazines..
More Serious = Drugs..Alcohol...

People tend to fail in relationship,and they feel lonely (very true...After all,Loneliness is what I'm afraid.)
And you seek ways to fulfill the loneliness.
We have failed in the relationship,and we feel frustrated,isolation,loneliness.
There's a perfect relationship between the Holy Trinity (it's Trinity Sunday today..)

God did not create us because he was bored,but he want's to create a relationship with us. (True too,We don't speak to strangers because we don't want to establish a relationship with them. But we interact with people who we are interested to be friends with.Kinda same theory..)
Giving one's self to another is the core of relationships.

God,the giver of Life
Jesus,gave up his life for your sins
Holy Spirit,gives us Joy,Peace,etc etc

Roughly that's the main point..
------

Hmm..The children Liturgy finished and the kids came back xD
Quite a handful felt asleep in the arms of their parents.
An loving sight..But come to think of it..
Is the Children Liturgy that boring ??
I mean is like.It's supposed to be fun for the kids right..?
After all,kids are like hyperactive =DD

------
Went to Eat Lunch.
Ate Bak Kuh Teh...Bit diluted leh..
but the rice is alot alot alot lor !
xD
Super full..which made me have a hard time walking back to Church after lunch..
-----
Prayer Session..
Then Went to Change..

Met Jia Xian for jogging..
We ran this yellow trail..

Which was 11km..
hmm..Took around 1hour 50 minutes.
I feel lousy..Haha..

Can't help it..A good challenge though..
Gravel path,Tar road,Mud track,Steep slopes,Slippery down slopes..
xD

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WE FEEL ACCOMPLISHED ! WE FINISHED MAC RITCHIE RESERVORR RUN ! =D

Went home.Super tired..
------
There's an non-alcoholic beer out in the market.
I have to try it..
-------
I play Fifa 09 yesterday..
Whee xD It was fun..

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I'm so excited.
FIFA World Cup 2010 is here..
And Germany's score is Imba !

it's only the qualifers and the in their group, Goal For = 18 !!!
England's Goal for is 20 - .- Crap.

One of the best win for Germany,
Liechtenstein 0 : 6 Germany
No lies xD
Go check the Fifa web xD

Leonard,Peace Be With You and God Bless (=

Tag Replies

Cheryl : it's okay ..

2009-06-06T23:27:00.000+08:00

Oh my Gosh ! I can only 2 Verticle Pull Up )= !!!!
Okay la..better than last time that is 0

I need to train Pull ups..

Yay

2009-06-06T23:06:00.002+08:00

Yay =D
I didn't say any vulgarities today =D

I've succeeded ! Now I've to maintain the standard (=

Was slacking just now until I received an sms ~_~

I was like : Wah..so late le..tomrrow still got Church leh..
*Changed*
*Went down*

Made me sweat ~_~
Now I've to shower again..
Maybe intend to play 1 match of Fifa09 Bayern Munich in Bundes Liga tournament >.<

Little Red Riding Hood

2009-06-06T21:47:00.002+08:00

As we lament over your loss,Life still goes on.
Nevertheless,I find that the busy life is ever challenging and fun.
I realised that in a day,time is so precious and so much things can be done within a day..

Let's just take today as an example..
I woke up at 5am.
Went to school for POA Common Test..

Then went to Campsite..
Then went home..
Travel all around Singapore.

West to East..
East to North East..

Somehow,my day was rather disappointing in the end due to the conducts and bearing of the cadets.
It displeases me )=

Little Red Riding Hood have been becoming slower nowadays..
Sigh..
I'm going to clean up and restart..
Hope that she would become faster.

Everyday seems to be like a busy and challenging day (=
Tomorrow..
Wake up at 7am..
Church..
then Jogging with Jia Xian =DD
Let's hope it won't rain tomorrow and it would turn out pleasant..
Been a long time since I went jogging..

The muscle building exercise is make my muscles imbalance =/
I wonder if it's imbalance it's just me thinking too much..

2009-06-05T21:39:00.002+08:00

I thin God has really his own ways of doing things.
Especially waking me up.
I'm not saying I'm not grateful or what =/

But it's really unique way.

Today..
I woke up at 6.55am by Justin's SMS.
When I'm supposed to wake up at 7am.

Justin:don't know..never say..anyhow wear la..
Something like that..It was the attire for presentation - .-

On the bus..
Just before King Albert Park..Fell asleep ! ! !
*knocks*
*ouch!*
*Ben sees the school main field*
*rubs his head*
*realised it's reaching NP soon*

I knocked onto the window panel when falling asleep.
Which gave this really loud knock on my head =/
It's like I can't control my head and *KNOCKS*

God somehow wakes me up by many different ways.
The last time, by stomachache,5 minutes before alarm clock timing
The 2nd time, by SMS , 5 minutes before alarm clock timing
The 3rd time, by knocking my head , 1 bus stop before my school.

I'm not being ungrateful by God's unique way of waking me up..
instead..I'm kinda grateful,and also partly amused by it xD
Well,I hope God will wake me up tomorrow for POA >.< need wake up at 5am leh T_T !

Principle of Financial Accounting

2009-06-05T21:29:00.002+08:00

Came back from school.
Yong Chyn said he wanted to waited Desmond =/
So I went home alone.
But it's over la..

Cause I played with Fifa 09 while on the bus..
Reach Hougang.
took 27..Listen to Enrique Iglesias - Somebody's Me

I like him =DD he's sexy.
Well,I did the POA sample question.
I managed to finish the questions in time.
But I didn't get full mark )=
Cause its confusing and tricky )=

Debtor / Accounts Receivable
Creditor / Accounts Payable.

CAN'T YOU STICK TO ONE TERM AND DON'T KEEP SWITCHING TERMS AROUND ! YOU'RE CONFUSING THE POA STUDENTS !
Come to think of it..
I didn't scold vulgarities today =D
Okay.Maybe I did.
But I mumbled it..
So it's improving >.<
Only 2 more days left till dateline..for not saying vulgarities.

Umm..
And Adjusting Cycle 1 ..Kinda tricky @_@

Well..all the best for tomorrow's POA common test >.<
I met Fang Boon at NP =DD
He speaks english most of the time now...
Rather big difference from now and then.

I'm going to play some Fifa 09 now .
Play hard,Study Harder

You, do you remember me?
Like I remember you?
Do you spend your life
Going back in your mind to that time?
Because I, I walk the streets alone
I hate being on my own
And everyone can see that I really fell
And I'm going through hell
Thinking about you with somebody else

[CHORUS]
Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes someday you will see
That Somebody's Me [2x]

How, How could we go wrong
It was so good and now it's gone
And I pray at night that our paths will soon cross
And what we had isn't lost
Cause you're always right here in my thoughts

[Chorus]
Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes someday you will see
That Somebody's Me [2x]

You'll always be in my life
Even if I'm not in your life
Because you're in my memory
You, will you remember me
And before you set me free
Oh listen please

[Chorus]
Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes someday you will see
That Somebody's Me [5x]

Life Management Skills.

2009-06-05T14:29:00.002+08:00

Finally,the Cultural Quotient Presentation has been done.
This meant that for Life Management Skills, 2/4 projects are completed.
Finally =DD
yay..

A burden off..
Yay =DD

Everytime a project/test/quiz comes by,it adds on to my workload.
When it's over.. I feel so happy =DD

but there's POA common test tomorrow =/
Which I'm so so about..only scared no time to do..
Going home to mug it =/

I'm thinking of taking part time First Aid Course..
Sigh ~_~
It's from 6.30pm to 9.30pm
That means I would be super busy next term.

Monday - School,First Aid Course
Tuesday - School, Fencing
Wednesday - School, First Aid Course
Thursday - School, Fencing
Friday - School , First Aid Course (Skipping Japanese Tsubasa Club for FA Course)
Saturday - Fencing.

If there's fencing,I'll probably reach home at 11pm.
If there's First Aid Course,I'll most probably reach home at 10.30pm round there.

Sounds like an challenge to me.Everyday busy =DD

Just chat around an minute with Wan Jing =DD
xD

Think I'll hang out with her one day next week..perhaps a little break from my common test :p

Tag Replies
Celeste = Cheer up for what thing ? I got flamed by auntie ??

Attitude

2009-06-04T22:42:00.002+08:00

Little Red Riding Hood have been showing me attitude.
High Performance = youtube video no lag.
Power Saver = youtube video lag..

I was watching this video..

my favourite piano piece =DD

Fantasia Impromptu - Chopin

Name

2009-06-03T23:44:00.002+08:00

Last Night,I went to find Names.
Umm..More of Latin/Greek.
Because I should be finding a Christian name soon right ??
But some like no link to Christianity one leh =/

Here's the list of names I found..and I show some interest in..
Celestine
Anacletus
Augustine
Amadeus
Anastasius
Horus
Icarus
Nieodemus
Nieander
Nero
Sebastien

Nero = Got absolutely no link.Not at all,It means strong, vigourous.
It's also a name of a Roman Emperor before..
Nero Claudius Caesar Augustus Germanicus.No nonsense.That's his name.Long eh ?
In the end,he suicide while facing a military coup - .-

Celestine = I know it sound feminine, but it's a unisex name..
It means Heavenly..Got some link..

Icarus = After finding some web..I think it's not reliable..I found this.
The boy's name Icarus \i-ca-rus\ is of Greek origin. Mythology: Icarus was the son of Daedalus, designer of the Labyrinth.
THIS IS SO OUT ! WHO THE HECK IS DAEDALUS?MY DAD ??!!

Nieodemus / Nicodemus = Some biblical name so it got some link.I think o.0

Augustine = great, magnificient,Venerated. Which of it is the real meaning o.0 ??
But what really inspire me is St.Augustine of Hippo.His life before priesthood wasn't very nice...So it's kinda like "Sinner turned Priest"

Amadeus = "love of God",What's so hard is the pronunciation.=/ ah-ma-DAY-us.I think ??

If you are wondering why don't I want to have a normal English Christian Name..?
It's because..I like latin...and I wish my name to be unique..and special..

Bad day

2009-06-03T19:07:00.003+08:00

I got flamed again just now when I was going home ~_~ Sianz..
Today is a bad day.

Went to meet up with Zhi Xiang after lesson.
Went to Subway to get cookies..
His friend got brownies =/

Friend of ZX: I no water leh..somemore eat brownies
ZX:I got water leh...then you give me your brownies lar..
Friend of ZX: ya right ! I go cheers buy..

So we dropped by cheers for awhile..
Zhi Xiang told me to throw my Cookies into the microwave xD

Ben:Good Idea hor..
*Microwave the Cookie for 10seconds*
*Take out*
Ben: Still cold leh !You touch..
ZX:Put in longer lar..
*Microwave the cookie for 30seconds*
*Take out*
Ben: Wah..stuck liao..the cookies stuck together..too hot.. ~_~

*laughs among each other*
While ZX and I was making my way out..

Cheers Convenient Stall Auntie: Aye..the microwave only for consumers only..nag nag
Cheers Convenient Stall Auntie: You never buy anything then still use microwave..nag nag
Cheers Convenient Stall Auntie: Somemore still not HALAL...nag nag
Cheers Convenient Stall Auntie: You go other people house got ...nag nag nag..

To add things worst,she was an Muslim..No wonder take me down for "breach of HALAL".

Well,I made my way out as she flame me as much as possible =/
WHO ON EARTH WILL STAY DOWN THERE GET CONTINUE TO GET FLAME !
What the heck ~_~
how bad can go day gets.

I just hope she don't recognize me whenever I buy soya milk after training every Tuesday,Thursday,Saturday - .-

Subway = Not Halal
Umm...Don't be so rigid ?
It's only Subway Cookies...
It's not like my cookies flavour is :Bacon and Ham Cookies..or Pork Meat cookies..
If the cookies use pork oil..*shouldn't be bah..cookies like don't use oil de leh..*
Moreover,It's in a paper bag..So also never make contact with the microwave mah..
I know the smell/air might be there .. but..isn't that kinda too rigid ?

Sigh...Went home..
Almost said vulgarities on the bus..
But I only said half of it =/
phew..
Bad Day..tired..Sleepy..
Went home to train >[ Cause I'm mad about today.

Now I'm only afraid my body will be imbalance >.<

2009-06-03T14:19:00.002+08:00

My Business Law Tutor is so cute xD

*Suddenly stand in the middle of the classroom,directly below the air conditioning*
*calls for helpline*

Tutor:There's a problem with the Air Conditioning in room 72 03 07.
...
Tutor:It's not cold.
*laughs*
...
Tutor: Yea Yea..Thank you..

~_~

woah.

2009-06-03T12:12:00.003+08:00

woah...I was flamed me in someways =/

I'm kinda shocked/scared when i saw the tag =/

Went to school today but there was an traffic jam - .-
Which made me late for my Macro-Economics class =/
Sigh..

Su Fern reached later and she said a tree collapse and hit a tree..
I guess this was the reason why I'm late..

I'm still trying to kick over my habit of saying vulgarities.
On Tuesday,I said like 1 vulgarity while on the bus with Yong Chyn..=/
He everytime rushing for home and then he can't even miss 1 bus for me ~_~
Moreover,He didn't return my call as he thought *Ben dialed the wrong number/press wrong number*
~_~

Today.I pointed middle finger as the lift was closing.
>[
I was rushing late..
So is everybody in the lift..

And 3 people (who i dunno) and I was rushing for this lift.
But the person insisted closing the lift even though she know about our presence.
HECK >[
I was so mad lar..
She's not the only one that is late =/

Anyway,I managed to get the door open.=/
ANd went up.
But I was still late >[

Well, I was dismissed early yesterday so I managed to find time to pass Anna the books.
Not you,the other Anna from my secondary school. haha =DD

I met Andy on the way =D What an coincidence..So I kinda showed him the way to the bus stop and chat with him..
Still miss the old "talk cock" session with him =/

------
Now slacking in PBL DSS..Cause we kinda presented..
So yeap =DD

I won' try to clear my name lest things complicate =/
I'm going to play Game of Life now XD

Tag Replies

Jamie : thanks =DD But it's solved..so no worries yar =DD

ht: ookies..thanks for viewing my blog =D

Mondae

2009-06-01T23:58:00.002+08:00

Mondae.
WOke up.

Bus to school
Finally had my phone back..
Charger's back.
That means that music on the bus again =DD

School.
POA lecture.
BMGT.

Did my presentation on Planning Recap.
Tutor said it was good.
But I wondered if that would reflect on me individually or average it out among the group members =/

Whatever,just aim for as high as possible.
There's Excel PBL Quiz and Presentation tomorrow >.<
Oo..

Went home from school @ 5pm.
Reach Seng Kang @ 6.30pm.
Went to Cut hair..Wanted to pass Anna the $4.50 i owe her for cab fares few weeks ago =/
But she said she's busy.

To be honest,I'm not surprised if she's avoiding me on purpose.(if she really is)
After all, I sound like a desperate man wanting her back..sending "I miss you..." of of no sudden during one day(actually I'm not desperate)
Oh well,If I was Anna,I would most probably avoid Ben as he seems to be like those *I would do something bad to Anna in order to get her back !*
or
*Gets aggressive while persuading Anna to come back to my side*

We need to be Rich !
Then we can Invest !
Then we can Expand !

If only it happens.. - .-

I'll be having 3 common test :x

Principles Of Financial Accounting
Macro-Economics
Business Law

Think I'm able to get around 8-9 hours sleep tonight..
=DD Which I'm kinda glad..
I am not satisfied when I have 8 hours of sleep.
I'm satisfied when I've more sleep than the night before =DD

Arh >.<
ALl need memorise one >.<

Thursday Night = 4 hours of sleep
Friday Night = 5 hours of sleep
Saturday Night = 5.5 hours of sleep
Sunday night = 7 hours of sleep.
Tonight = 8-9 hours sleep =DD

Tag Replies

Jia Min : xD >.< Guarding it wont make it stay on top xD

HT : Ue are ?? Hwei Teng ??

Shu Yi : Thanks =D I'm quite happy actually..

2009-06-01T01:35:00.003+08:00

Have you ever thought about how I feel ?
I feel used.
I feel that life without you feel weird.
I feel that I'm able to change.
I feel that it isn't a reason,but an excuse.
I feel that it's the lamest excuse one can use.
I feel that my goals in life have been reduced.
I feel that words and promises that are said are being taken back by me.
I feel that the future I've thought of now seems to be unrealistic.
I feel that I've been building sandcastles in the sky.
I feel the pain after falling off the ladder.
I feel dispirit to climb the ladder again.
I feel unaware of your existence in my life.
I feel like saying wth!
I feel like saying, stop being selfish and what about me?
I feel like I'm being dumped for no big reasons.
I feel like I've just woke up from the dreams.
I feel sleepy.
I feel like falling back to sleep again.

2009-06-01T01:24:00.001+08:00

Chatted with Shu Yi..
Sigh...
She isn't doing very well in her mathematics so i offered to help with some simple coaching..

Well..I like teaching..
It makes me happy to see students happy =DD
and how happy teachers inspire me like Mr Nazri =DD

But teaching is just not practical and realistic for me ..
I'll die faster..

I want to be...someone who wear suit and drink red wine during evening.
Not someone who slogs through test paper during the evening...

Sigh..Dunno lar..
Still kinda moody over Anna..
Still adapting to the loss..

I wonder if Cecil in the past feels in this way too =/
Nah..I think there's a difference...even though its similar..

Sundae

2009-05-31T23:25:00.002+08:00

Woke up.
Church.
Super tired.

Skin still kinda itchy after my blood becomes thin.
Sigh..

Went through the Beatitudes today..
Promised to cut down on my vulgarities.

>.<
Goal = by end of this week,stop vulgarities.
Oh me gosh..going to be hard..but its attainable.

Starting from tomorrow..
It's going to be hectic..

Monday-BMGT,Planning presentation
Tuesday-DSS PBL presentation
All the other days - STUDY FOR COMMON TEST

do note that it isn't revise,but study.
cause poly learn things uber fast.
and hard to catch.
so gotta start reading it up from scratch..
understand and memorise it.
sigh..

Can't wait for holiday to come back..
Reach home kinda late nowadays..

oh my gosh..i've not done my Business Management tutorial =(
I'm haven't even go thru the lecture )=
Now listening to the recorded lecture )=

The recorded lecture is crappy.
It's slack !

*what can managers do..*
*in terms of pratical things to motivate employees*
*so you should able to go through all these by yourself*

What the heck !! Shorten our Lecture from 2 hours to 20mins is not the way to go !

Sigh..
So tired..and busy )=

I'm finally done with my BMGT work @_@
Shag..and sleeping soon.
>.<

Tag Replies

Leonard : Opps :x Forgotten to write it in..Well,if my world doesn't concern around church and prayer..i won't be going church every sunday for rciy and mass right?

Jamie : Haha..forgotten to write down too..
This only proves that I've too many things in my life ! @_@

Celeste : Haha..ue dun wish to see handsome guys meh ??

E' : Linked =D

My Life

2009-05-31T00:01:00.002+08:00

My life revolves around these things.

School.Fencing.Red Cross.Games.Japanese Tsubasa Club.

Couldn't think of what to add in =/

Saturday

2009-05-30T23:07:00.003+08:00

Prayed that I'll wake up at 7.30am.
Slept.
For 5 hours...

Woke up.
Stomachache..
7.25am..Woohoo !
But stomachache ~_~
I guess God has his own ways of doing things...
At least I woke up so I got to be grateful..

Went out for Fencing.
Kinda sleepy xD
Slept on bus again..

Reached..Specially quiet on sports deck..
Let's see

Sabre.. = usual seniors..crapping around..
Foil = 1 Freshie
Epee = Crystal and I - .-

I went to crap with the sabre seniors..
Then went down to train xD
Then came Jin Ru..Then Mikail..Then Ken.

Then Foil Freshie joined us too..
he came for training for the crappiest reason ever.

*No one informed me that Foil training is cancelled for today...*

What the heck ~_~ !!!!
Train on Parry..and timing..
Timing and Distance...
They thought us little on timing..when to strike the opponent during the right timing.
I find it bit too advance for freshie level..
comparing that we didn't even master parries..

I LOVE MY THIGHS..
They have shapes!! Woohoo !

Train my biceps and triceps just now.
Ack ! Aching when I shampoo my head..

My thighs are aching/sore when I was training too..
My thighs are still getting use to the body weigh resting on the thigh muscles..

Went onto Asian Fencing Confederation.
Saw this..

Regarding fencing referees..
and this quote " Singapore may be allowed to enter more participants to fill up available slots."

Haha ? what the heck ? why so exclusive to Singapore ??
I think its because its held in Singapore =/

After Fencing..Went to Campsite..
Wah..
Cadet no wear beret outside of shelter ! SSG somemore leh !

I so happy they not my Unit's Cadet.
Wow.I feel so accomplished in my Singlish (=

Went to dinner with Jon Tan..
Wah...feel so weak while on the way to Bedok..
Think my appetite is getting smaller..
=/

and I'm sweating more during training.
is it because I'm getting fatter ?
Then burn fats = produce energy and sweat ??
IDK )==

Tag Replies

Jamie: Well..crappy person teaches the links crappy things..sigh...haha

Kim:Ookay =/ I supposed so.. =/ But its really bit of living in denial mah..haha..

No more...

2009-05-30T00:44:00.002+08:00

I've finally gotten my VI jacket..
Which made me beg in NP Orchard Road for 1 week,..haha..

Whatever it is,I've gotten a new jacket.
New Life.
No more Pullover.No more memories.
Yay.

Perhaps lending the pullover to hafidz but might got dog fur =/
I'm so happy with the North East Gang today =DD

The West Gang went to watch movie I guess..
Well..
On the train home with North East peoples xD
Dam siao..

Mr Courtesy...Mr Kiasu..ALl types of people also have..
Gosh..Fencing tomorrow..
Hope it's not PT..but footwork.
I'm sian of PT already..
I want to learn fast.Fence soon.

I think I might continue fencing after Poly..
Unless bad things happen to me lar..
Coach became a national fencer after 2 years of training..
I'm motivated =DD

Lol.
I dunno..
I'll try my best >.<

I think people tend to think VI is taxing and interest is not there.
But I think VI is super fun.
Events are fun =DD
Crapping session during events..
VI are like small family xD
Friends are like inseparable.

Just think.
Calvin.Didn't see him for like 2 years after NDP 06.
Went to VIP.and now we clique.
Haha..partly because we're in the same group in VIP.

WE ARE THE SK/KITCHEN WARRIOR ! BWAHAHA
Ben: The teriyaki sauce how ??
Calvin: Tomorrow la..today dam shag..
Ben: Okay lor..

Day 2:The teriyaki sauce how ?
Calvin: Tomorrow la..today dam shag..
Ben: okay lor..

Day 3: The teriyaki sauce how?
Calvin:Tomorrow la..today dam shag..
Ben: okay lor..

haha..For all the days ..same cycle repeats..
xD

Jamie.2 years without meeting since NDP 06,
Now we clique well.

Jing Kai.2 years without meeting since NDP 06,
Now we clique well xD

alot lar xDhaha
tons of friends..

So don't wait..join VIP..
Kinda Fun i supposed..xD
The hardship shared together..haha..
the fun that we have together..

xD

I want to improve my memory.
I want to forget and live a new life =DD

Tag replies

D- : I forgotten the crap group consist of Jamie and who le xD haha *If you're reading this,don't feel insulted,and do provide us with the answer if you are willing to xD*

Kim: Isn't that living in denial ? haha...

2009-05-29T01:44:00.003+08:00

ARH ! !
What the heck !!
Out of 5%,my POA E-Quiz(graded) only got 3.5%

So what the heck..
My current POA module Credit is : 8.5/100
Yet to accumulate more ~_~

Which is lesser than the online quiz I had in tutorial class ))=
gosh..I really hope I can get a A for my POA..

okay lar..
I want to get GPA 3.7 and above.
I believe its possible.
Or at least 3.5 and above.
Please T_T

---

Sometimes people asked which Church am I from..
I'm kinda reluctant to say St Anne's Church..or Christ the King...
But instead,I feel like saying...The Roman Catholic Church =D
Well,it's because I believe that St Anne's Church & Christ the King is not 2 different Churches..but a single and united one..after all,we're universal.
So what's the point of differentiating them ??

It's like Old Chang Kee(This exampled is loved by Business Management Class).
You have Compasspoint Outlet.You have Dhouby Ghaut Outlet.You have Rivervale Mall Outlet.
But in the end,They all still sell Curry Puffs and Finger Food.

And they ask..What's the congregation of the church...I would go like...err..500 ??
Gah..who will really count the number of people who attend mass every sundae/everyday..kinda hard to keep trach of such figures..
Of course,I would love to say : 1 Billion.(is it 1 biilion ? I'm kinda sure its around there)

Since we're all under the same Church..I guess it doesn't matter..
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I've learnt a new word today.
It's called Triceps (=
I think I spelt it correctly..
Well,I don't really learn the word today.
But instead,I learn more about the muscle group..where is it located by Zhi Xiang(Dragon Boater)

Hmm..So now I'm training my Biceps and Triceps.
Thighs...I'm like training it every time I go fencing.
I just don't want to climb the hills of Ngee Ann Poly like an ball.
I just want to have an fairly toned body at the end of 3 years.

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User Wei Ben Yan
Submitted 5/29/09 2:43 AM
Name Law of Agency
Status Completed
Score 100 out of 100 points

Yesh ! I feel so accomplished.Is it luck ? or Is it by the Grace of God.

Some people struck 4D...and they say : Wah ! I so lucky arh ! HUAT ARH !
Come to think of it..perhaps it's God's plan for you to struck 4D..
I never supported Gambling...So I'm not rather sure about this..

SOme people get cured for fever after taking paracetamol..
Is it the effect of medicine ? or by the Grace of God ?
Perhaps it's God's plan for you to be healed.

So which is it ??
Heh..I think that many people are praying for me when I'm down with fever..perhaps that explains why I recovered from my fever that fast..
But I'm having slight headache now cause its 2:46am and I'm chionging datelines.

sigh..

Tag Replies

JiaMin : What makes ue think the spider won't go near the kids.. ?Sigh..I see the spider climbing down..I know something is going to happen..Why are we discussing on something that died under my right feet(my shoe is on)???

Thursday

2009-05-28T16:16:00.003+08:00

Went to school for DSS project.
FInished at 11am.
SLACK ALL THE WAY NOW.
which is 4:18pm.
What the heck..

kinda really bored =/
I realised something...the school handsoap stinks )=
Got this smell which i dun like..uggh..

Sigh..=/
Waiting for Fencing to start,then go home to mug Business Law ..Do the quiz..
Sigh..

Everything is snowballing..

What I'm going to do tonight..
BLaw..
MAEC
and... Life Management Skills..
What the heck~_~

Tag Replies
D- : too bad on the links though..Who ask their mentor teach them to demoralise themself xD

Sick

2009-05-27T22:38:00.003+08:00

Gah..
I feel so sick..
TOok paracetamol(i spell it referring =) )

After taking..Realised something..
OH my gosh..

052009

arh !!! is it expired ?
oh me gosh.
Its may 27th Today..
WOndering if it's referring to end of May or Start of May..

MY FEVER IS DUE TO NORTH KOREA'S NUCLEAR BOMB !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If you don't see me blogging from today onwards..
Do remember to come for my wake.(preferably Christian Funeral) <--pls >.< I dun want Buddhist one xD

Oh my gosh..
The charger isn't charging my phone.It's either my phone is spoilt or the charger is spoilt.or both is not spoilt.just incompatible.

GAH @_@
Got to downgrade my phone le )= means no more music on bus..
WHAT THE HECK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Remembered how you cried in the train station...=/
Always will be the little girl xD

Sigh..
Fever )=

Was kinda busy the whole night with my fever.

DSS Tutorial Unit 4
Red Cross Emails
BMGT discussion online.

SIMULTANEOUSLY ! RAWR !!

@_@

Tag Replies

Jia Min: The Spider so disgusting and big..why you want protect o.0 ?! ~_~

Jamie: It doesn't matters =D The end product is still Crap xD

D- : Doesn't sounds disgusting to me leh... =/Sounds "self-degrading" to me..=/
Going around telling people you are crap xD

Kim: That's part and parcel of break ups )= haha.. Where got so fast forget all the memories one...you can remember so many EXs..this prove that such memories can never be erase )=

Celeste : I think the North Korea do nuclear test..Then the radiation affect me )= plus the 5 missiles they launched out )=
What's with Angella ? haha..I know ue meant nurses curing my fever right xD
I under Intensive Care Unit(ICU) so I need tons of beautiful nurses to take care of me =X

Wednesday

2009-05-27T18:54:00.002+08:00

I'm not feeling to well right now )=
had fever after sleeping on the bus.

Gosh..
Went to school this morning to discuss PBL.
FInished it.
FInally.
It's an huge burden off my shoulders.

Sigh..
The past few days have been very tiring to me..
CCA till 9pm
Reach home at 11+ <--the usual.

Sigh..
Wasn't feeling too well last night so I slept early(12mn)..
I was perfectly alright this morning.
noon.

Until evening .
Sigh..

News have been spreading the H1N1 flu have hit Singapore.
Crap.
Am I in danger ?

Well,I didn't have any contact with the 22 years old SMU student that came back from New York...

Always let my mind wander into lala land..
Where I'm with Anna..
Sigh..

She's so busy nowadays..
Won't wanna initiate a chat with her lest she finds me an bother.or a distraction.
Just wanna give her some time on her own..

I'm not surprised if our relationship fade/sway away.
---

I wish that my fever can go away by tomorrow morning..
Having Fencing tomorrow and its "Coach come down to train us" day..Sigh..
The last time I'll see him before going for common test,whereby I'll get fat and forget everything about fencing.

Body isn't feeling too well.
Can't do weights this evening.
Can't do push up this evening.
Can't perform lunges this evening.
Sigh.

I'm going to dinner..since a long time I blog..Hope I will be able to reply tags and add on more entries later ..

2009-05-24T23:47:00.004+08:00

I hate myaccountinglab.

A question that is supposed to take
30minutes+ on paper,
or
15-20minutes on notebook(time saved as we don't have to draw,think of narration,write)

BUT IT ONLY COST 1 MARKS ! WHAT THE HECK !!!!!!!!!!!!
>[

I'm so mad.
Sigh..But nvm la..more pratice.
Because of crappy myaccountinglab,I'll have to sleep at 12mn+

Linkamania =D
Jamie & Meizi : Crab !
Links : We are Crab ! =D

Crab = Crap.
What a great group name =D

At least mine was

Ben & Jia Xian: Lobster !!
Links : Lobster ! =D

George and Yuen Meng actually had Tuna Fish..
Haha..
But Tuna fish don't sound impressive enough..
So the committee changed it to Sword Fish ~_~

We get to mock at them for being Tuna ^^

Shag..
Me so sleepy..

Tag Replies
Kimberly : Thanks for the concern..My health ain't doing well,ezcema's back due to stress and lack of sleep..sigh. I won't want to remember sweet memories that will end up hurting me. You should know this better than me I supposed...

Angella : You're welcome =D I don't recall seeing you..Do pardon me as my memory don't serve me well

Celeste : Thanks arh =D You referring to the SPIDER KILLING and protecting the links right ? =D haha

I love Music =D

2009-05-24T21:50:00.002+08:00

I love music,
if you're free,check out these classical..
really beautiful pieces of music..

Beethoven, Fur Elise
Chopin, Fantasia
Mozart, Alla Turca/Turkish March
Maksim, *EVERYTHING FROM MAKSIM =D*

Fur Elise
1:45 - 2:19 is exactly how i feel now )=

2009-05-24T19:47:00.003+08:00

Watched some Fencing Videos while I was slacking in the middle of the MAEC lecture.
Whee ~_~

Their lunges aren't really perfect leh =/
Their en guard isn't as low as ours leh..
Sianz..so why Coach still emphasis so much ? =/

Still worried about my "Ass Sticking Out" during my en guard position.
Sigh..
Can't practice my Lunge at home =/
Feeling bit weird leh =/
everything will over-lunge

Voice recording was so funny..haha

E-Learning Week tml.
Upcoming Projects discussion.
-DSS PBL
-BMGT business
-BMGT presentation
-LMS Cultural Quotient

gah ~_~
Later they all book me then clash the discussion day )=

I think it's a shocking fact for me..
I finally found out the name of the Kindergarten I had attended in the past..

BETHEL KINDERGARTEN

it's under Bethel Presbyterian Church.

I'm not against the Presbyterian Church or anything..
Just that it reminds me the problems I had with Anna regarding religion etc etc.
Sigh..

It's like..Killing Mr.Thomas.And then you realised Mr.Thomas was your father.
it's like what the heck ??!

My fundamental education are based on something which I've quarreled upon ?

Sigh..Forget it..But I'm kinda relieved I've found the name of my kindergarten after 10 years..

2009-05-24T17:52:00.002+08:00

Change of plan )=
Studying Macro Economics instead of going to the Church..

Sigh..Memories just keep coming back..

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Melvin : Linked, your blog skin kinda... =/

2009-05-24T16:39:00.000+08:00

I went down to sweat for 10 minutes at the bus stop...
Before coming back here to blog again..
Guess I'm going to slack before going to St.Anne's Church later.

Sundae

2009-05-24T15:15:00.002+08:00

woke up.
Tired.
GOsh..

Shower.Breakfast.Newspaper and went out to meet Sara.
Went to her Church..

Overall,its okay lar..
Just praise and worship..
Then service.. (almost fell asleep) <--not because it was boring,but it's because im tired.

Thats all and I went home.
Which is now,I'm blogging.

Meet Sara and bringing her to the Catholic Church later.
So I'm slacking..
Sigh..No mood to start studying.

So so tired..
Think I'm just going to do my POA online homework and MAEC lecture.
Then have a early night.
SIanz..
Not sure how to do E-Learning week tml..

Fatherly Love

2009-05-24T00:17:00.003+08:00

No worries,I'm not going to become a Priest :x
I'm went for Linkamania.

But before that,I was super shag
Went to school to do project work.
Then went to lunch with Justin,Vivien and Erica.

Kinda heavy lunch with made me very reluctant to move around.
Went for LMS.
Then back to LAN.
And then went for JapaneseTsubasaClub.

Whee ~_~
Then went to take 74 to 2 bus stops after NP.
Then took 171 to Dhouby Ghaut.Which was like a JAM in the Smack of Town.
And then everything just moves so slow in the town.
Which can't make me reach Dhouby Ghaut in half an hour's time.

Went to train to Kembangan.
Bus to Campsite.
Walked inside there.
Before I entered,I prayed.
Cause it was super dark ~_~

Entered there,and went to jia ming's house.
Slack.
Went back to campsite with jia xian.

Super tired.Helped out and ended at 2am.
Shower.and Sleep xD
Extreme tiredness.

----
RISE AND SHINE at 7am ! oh me gosh.
10 minutes earlier than my expected wake up time.

Linkamania.
An extreme sprinting race.

whereas Art festival is an Marathon.

SUper tired.
By the time we reached DInnner,Me and Jia Xian was like : "we can't do this anymore >.<"

Calvin was having fun in charge of the game station..
---After one whole day of Linkamania,the verdict is out---

Styrofoam Balls are banned in RCY xD
haha..

Went to Art Class for the links.
Saw a gigantic spider.
About my palm size.
Oh me gosh..

I was afriad.
It was coming down.
The links insisted watching it despite me asking them not to.

why ?
Cause standard Scenario 1 will happen..

Scenario 1
LInks watching giant spider..
WHen the giant spider reaches too close to them,they scream and run in all directions like some crazy peeps.

SIgh..
So the spider tried escaping the room.
It was going towards the links in the corridor.

Some VI:Kill it ! Kill it
*Ben goes up and stomp.Miss.stomp again.Miss.Stomp.Dead.*

My heart was beating fast after killing it.
I'm afraid of spider.
Furthermore,it's gigantic..

Sigh.
I'm 17th and I'm afraid of Spiders and Roaches.
I'm so tired.Sleeping soon.

Sigh.
I crushed the Gigantic Spider with my right shoe.
Finally,I did what I have to do..
Protect the one you love ?

The links was screaming,Everyone will scream seeing such a big spider.
Even I got freak out by it when I first saw it.
But I've to kill it to protect the links.

Gosh.
Everything goes so so..
And I'm so tired.
LInkamania..I like childrens (=
It's challenging and fun.

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DD: My friend..

Angella : Interesting name,2 Ls for Angela

D- : Hahaha..thanks for helping me convey the message.Anyway, I know 2 Anna,..so yeap.

thursday

2009-05-22T01:11:00.002+08:00

I will hate thursday.
Sigh.

thursday is a very long day for me in this semester.
Let's see..

Today..
WOke up at 6am ~_~ and goes like : What the heck ?!!
Shower.Breakfast.School.

Reached school..
Study a bit but to no avail.
Went for Macro Economics Lecture.
But I wasn't paying attention.
I was busy mugging my POA quiz later which consist of 5% of POA Module Credit.
I recorded the whole lecture using Little Red Riding Hood's voice recorder though..
Going to have a own lecture at home - .-

After Lecture.Went for POA .
Sigh..I didn't do the tutorial work..
Cause I was dozing off at 1am trying to squeeze all the crappy theory of POA into my brain..

POA quiz.
Uber Tricky )=
In the end,I got 37.5/50
Which meant I've already earned 3.75% of my Module Credit already.
HOnestly,I wasn't very happy with this..
I was hoping to get 4% though - .-

Went for Lunch with Justin's Clique and Jerry's Clique together.
Hokkien Mee was imba :x
Sugar Cane juice was so so..just don't see the preparation part.You won't like it )=

Went back for Business Management Lecture where most people are shaking legs,playing games,watching movies.
I watched "Don't Mess With the Zohan" during the lecture.
THink I'm going to mug the textbook myself.

It's already 5pm after my lecture ends and everyone's so tired @_@
Went to meet Anna to pass her the Digital Life newspaper..
After which we went to OurSpace to play games.
~_~
I went to meet Celeste and Jia Min though..
Jia Min was having her practical =/
Take pulse rate.

Celeste managed to join in their nursing practical class(cause she's same course)
While I kept quiet and joined them too.
~_~ Pretty one attached le..
Sigh..

Anyway,Everyone's wearing covered shoes while I realised I'm the only one wearing flips flops in the classroom >.<
Took pulse rate.
Kinda fun ~_~
Cause my pulse rate super easy to hear and kinda good for those "practice session"

I should get paid for being a "teaching aid" in the practical.
Paid Jia Min the money.
I'm getting my VI jacket soon =D

So Anxious :x
It's already 6pm so I went for Fencing.

I felt violated after fencing today.
The main tendon that is in the thigh was constantly stretched by me )= And It's very near the reproductive system for males!
And Whenever I lunged,I'm required to stay there awhile which made the "pulling of the tendon " extremely unbearable to me -_=

Coach Dennis asked me to stretch more ~_~
Sigh..Painful days. )=

Went do dine with Sec school clique after our CCAs
In the end,the went to Hougang there for Ayam Penyet.
=/
I went home to satisfy my craving,the ice cream (=

TAKING THE LAST BUS EVERY THURSDAY AND WEEKDAYS IS NOT LIKED BY ME )= I HAVE TO DO SOMEOMETHING FAST )+